hmmm...life wasn't too good at all....the weekend except that during the afternoon....the weekend was very hard to pass by also.....realised something when i pass this weekend....don't know whether it the good thing or the bad thing.....life was still the same as usual....wasn't too happy with it....i getting like more and more jialat....how should i say....????

maybe is because life become more and more lifeless....why sia....can't feel abit happy at all.....my eyes are alway going to drop tears....but alway hold back...it was not a good feeling at all....i feeling very stress up.....really stress up....

why things happen....and people could alway so happy like things have never happen....i don't want school also.....really don't want.....take it as i am a primary school kids....i really don't wish to continue.....what am i going to do....who can help me....

and again....

no one...

i don't like monday seriously now.....hate it.....when then can i pass all this difficult times.....when then i can.....what can i do now........i really exhauted.......finally the word that i wish not to say.....has come.....yes....i am very exhauted.....very tired le.......now only most happy times is when i am in dream....going back to where i belong....i know that stupid thiinking.....but pardon me....i wish so much to leave.....really want to leave......i bu ke yi continue like this.....i only know i also don't know who am i le....i only know i am crazy...isit......maybe...i really have turned into......

why people words so full of lies....all lies....how come.....don't they all feel tired at all....i don't deny i yesterday cried again.....

from now onwards,i can say i am going to a regular drinker.....if can....i will to learn how to smoke also....maybe that will be the only way to bring me to dizzyness......the world i wish to be in and the world where i will not think too much......

so used to wear a mask....so used.....when can i really be really happy in everyone eyes.......only can blame myself....no one to blame actually....

tat wee,kobe

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