Another Sat....
hmmm....life....hasn't been good recently again.....having lots of problems.....should say the problems i gave myself or.....i just don't know.....do my not quitting of school this semester a good decision or not..???
Exhausted....!!!....am i...???
do i still have anything to die for again....???
do the world so imperfect in front of me at least...???
and more and more....
everything just goes around my head....around and around.....why....why are they doing that....wo dao di shi wei le she meng....???
maybe i too insistent.....maybe i too stupid....maybe maybe and maybe.....
but 1 thing i know....i will not be happy when my birthday comes.....at least for this year....for future i don't know.....only know i will not at all no matter how happy i am infront of everyone....
i.....don't know why miss u so much....
i.....don't know why still feel your touch....
you....left me with hard and dry....
where else nothing....nothing but a question why....
i called myself fine.....u call me fine.....everyting is fine except for my heart....it does not mean a fine at all.....i just can't leave it behind me.....
Saturday, May 26, 2007
12:21 PM
