LOST...
i have lost.....lost alot of friends.....i don't know why....i have asked myself...i have never done anything really bad things in my life before....but then it like the retribution i having is like never ending...first giving me the mentally pain...then the physcially pain....then all shit coming my way after i really find some shu guang.....then now....come again....
i really very sian....i have already entertain people when they sad...when they need help....make a joke when they need it....but why...i alway got into all this shit....
i know the world has never been fair....so i have never really requested alot of things....just want simple life...simple things in this world...but i am alway denied by all this....
is treating people better means that i am naive and deserved to be betrayed/backstabbed..?is having trusted friends so hard to find...?is forgiving people and without confronting is the best possible way to solve the solutions..?is everyone only got a chance to everything including living...?is it that the only few ways...???WHY............?????????
WHY............?????????
WHY..............????????
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
4:02 PM
