a news report...
hmm....just read the newspaper....i think is yesterday paper...got the ishi(soul member) dead news.....actually got the news from my sister...but didn't really believe it....but it true....so i decide to continue to read to finish the report....
then i knew he die because of love.....there is 3 big wording written there...."tai ben le"....was what the auntie said to him...maybe alot of people might agree to her...but then i don't really agree...it not as easy as everybody think at all....u may think he is handsome,talented and et...easily can find another one that is deserve to be his....is it so easy...????
i truely don't agree coz it is not as easy as everyone think so when u are not in the situation yourself...i can feel how he is feel...i also don't know whether the decision he made is the right choice or not....but i really can feel how he is feeling....i agree with him that the most suffering things in the world is not all also don't have but is that one love and not being return.....
i also don't know my situation...just afraid i will have the same ending with him(a decision which will make my papa and mummy break the heart the most)...after read what he say....i also got thought that he made a good decision....it is just a decision that cannot be explain through mere words....it is a hard decision that need to be thought for long....though once made mean finish or continue with everything....but it is still a decision that cannot be changed just because of other people few words like "putting down","u have alot of people caring for u" and etc.....
its hard to pass....at least for me also....=(
Saturday, June 30, 2007
4:14 PM