taking for granted...
so...after the weekend....realise something....people are taking for granted...i believe i am also ba....but i try to change too...why still got people taking people or things for granted also....why...??? or isit they also changing...???
people say....life is important...it is precious...i only can say i also take life for granted or else i won't be like this....a pathetic guy typing this post...a pathetic pathetic guy....was also disappointed with myself...but other than that...i can do what....ha....nothing....nothing....totally nothing....
maybe what the wu ming say is really right...i expecting people others to give also...but do u know....i do wish to take sometimes....really wish sometimes only...nvm...i don't want blame anyone for my own plight....this is i cause it myself...never wanted to blame anyone anymore...and i believe soon,i will not know how to blame anyone...=(
havn't have the strength to go online yet...maybe i am avoiding all the problems ba....anyway...forget it...i just want to keep my mind blank sometimes...then will i not think too much...
no focus.....this is what my friend told me....no focus on anything...but what forcus can i have....what can i on anything...
can i not be an entertainer...???
can i not be a joker...???
can i not be a person i am now...???
can i say anything out without considering for others and not mine...???
can i don't be so silly and stupid anymore...???
i think answer is simple....all straight NO for all the answer...
haiz...ya...life goes on...and this post is just like other posts....a post that cannot solve my problems at all...can only write it out...=(
bu gao xin...
de ren...=(
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
9:00 PM
