what am i going to do....
ya...birthday is over...it is another year older....and i ought to have a more mature thinking esp i have reach 20 this time...but....i don't think i have any changes at all....haiz.....
hmmm...anyway...i still want to thanks again for all the things u all done for me...i know all of u have put in the effort....really appreciate everything everyone has done....xie xie ni men...
ok....go back to the same problem....i was thinking....what am i going to do...nothing in my mind seem to be coming true at all...or is it time for me to go le ne....actually i also not sure...=(
sometimes felt really tired to be the leader...the entertainer....i know everyone will feel tired as time goes by...but who knows me too....i also a normal human...just wish simple life....or maybe i think till too complicated till it is not simple anymore....
but i try my best in everything i do....do that is wrong....why i alway don't get the result i yearn for....not once or twice or thrice thingy le....it more than dozen times...no matter what i have tried...it always the same...why ne...???
wound is healing....but is pain healing....it alway different thingy that step onto it to prolong it...i should say here...it is not the same person doing it...coz something i have put down...some not...
actually really wish to ask everyone a question...if...
I AM SUDDENLY DISAPPEAR FROM THIS EARTH,WHAT WOULD U ALL DO...???hmmm....maybe there will not even one who cares ba...anyway...i am sorry for those who got hope in me before....thanks and sorry again to u....
wish to change...
wish to be indifferent...
wish to hide myself...
wish to...
disappear...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
6:34 PM
