all things happened coz of me...
hmmm...after about a week plus of thinking...i finally knew what is happening now...i finally know that all things happened is coz of me...
coz me of being too
insistent...
selfish...
soft-hearted...
naive...
bad-tempered...
straight-minded...
bad-timing(saying things at not a right time at all)...
too much too much....i guess i this time should say i dont know how to change my thinking this time...never wanted to be someone like this at all....but just become like this unknowingly(or knowingly)....
realise alot of things...ya,so what...doesn't even know how to change...what the use...it no longer in use anymore...what am i going to do again....???
thoughts....
mask....
exhausted....
changed....
ruined....
facts....
and more and more and more....flying through my mind again and again...
how i wish all this things does not happen in my life....
but....
it happened.....
Sunday, August 19, 2007
4:22 PM