Flare up...
hmmm...today of coz is still the same...stayed with parents at home before going out with them...i didn't say don like it...in fact,i like that...but still...there is moment of thinking again too....
got so flare up today....but i controlled myself to the best i can...i really portrayed an image that cannnot be trustable....do u all really think so...???
i somehow got the answer...no matter what u all think about...i am still like this...i am someone who say wont leak any secret then i will not..even if someone use a knife pointing at me...i really know what can be said...what can't be....
u may think i am crapping...u may think i am rubbish again....coz i am still un-trustable....but i can say...u will never really know what is the real me anyone...i have long not the same me as before.....my heart have already not the real me(or should say only sometimes)....
maybe people may think i am treating life too complicated le...but pls...life is not as simple as everyone think....really....
promises have been broken...i have fulfilled with no one knew what i have already done...ya...true...everything done is with a reason...no matter it good or bad...it not up to me or anyone to judge...only know the promise made...will be fulfill indirectly....
but...
i wish to ask...
what about all the promises made to me...???
a mask that seem so hard to take off....
Sunday, August 12, 2007
1:15 AM
