"raining" day
today went to look for job with thomas and nel...with in the middle met christina working and ting ting join us after her work...job-hunting was still ok,just need to wait for news for some....then walk around with them at orchard....then went home...
ya....it is a "raining" day for me esp today....never expect the rain flow from heart to my face again...what happen...???
i know the reason....anyway....i deserved all this effect after the causes i have planted...i deserved it...so no one should be blame at all....it is all my fault....i am a detestable person....a really detestable person...am i really still a kid...why am i like this...???
i have no answer....coz i know the answer i have is still the same...have never tot of this kinda of things happen to me at all...and if i really treasured it...everything would be even better than what i having now...
i have failed and realised all along i have been bluffing myself...all the things in my heart have never ever left....have been staying inside my heart...
it rain and rain...the droplet keep dropping on me....onto the heart then to the face...it drops and drops....even when i am writing this....don believe it going to stop but will not show to anyone....will not...i am sorry to show u b4...but i promised not to show u...i will not do it....
sometimes really wish to ask....
what if....
i am to leave this place without...
any notice,
any reply,
any words,
or
any goodbye...
just left suddenly....
Will i be missed by you after a year...???
walking and walking with droplets.....
Sunday, August 26, 2007
1:08 AM
