stop that pls.....
hmmm....ytd is jin peng birthday...celebrated for him...play with flour and toothpaste...got myself into trouble too(flour and toothpaste on myself too)...hmmm...of coz not as bad as him....then after that is of coz thomas usual victim...but too bad...this time she is smarter now...not as bad as last time anymore....
jin peng birthday cake 1....
jin peng birthday cake 2...
birthday boy jin peng 1...
birthday boy jin peng 2...
victim after the birthday 1....
victim after the birthday 2....
victim after the birthday 3....
anyway....
Happy Birthday--->Jin Peng
hmmm....as usual...back to myself....hating something....really hating it....hate my sense of others thinking is so strong...i don really know to explain it...but then i really hate it....it is really making even more unhappy....no amount of happiness make me happy at all...even when i am smiling infront of others...i still feel unhappiness in my heart of coz....
who to blame....no one...only myself...answer has alway been the same that it is all my fault...all my fault for not letting people trust me also...that is all i built up myself...make me feel i am someone who are untrustable....but...i sometimes only wish to cheer/de-stress/make people around me to feel happy only....i don mean anything...maybe like what my friend said...this has made me a un-trustable person...
life is still the same old thingy for me...
nothing exciting to get excited about..
nothing interesting to get interests in....
nothing fun to let me have fun with....
nothing enertaining for me to be entertain....
nothing...nothing...should say nothing at all....
hmmm....i know something after i read a story...it ask...
"what is the most important things in the world??"
it say that in this world...the most important thingy in this world is not those that lost and neither is those that can't get it....but is the ones around you...so treasure it....hmmm.....
ya....this is so true...i don want take anyone for granted now...but sometimes i do take people for granted....so ya...i hate them...i hate all those attitude...i hate all the taking for granted people...i only know that people tend to take another for granted indirectly also...is that really un-avoidable....
haiz....i have no choice but to start this paragraph with this sigh...i cannot speak what i really want...i cannot get what i really want...i cannot see things that i really want...i cannot get what i really wish for...
i don need alot of thingy...i don need to be rich too...i don want stay in big housing estate....i just need simple life...very simple...like all those people on the street...
get so hard to anyone...anything....
and of coz....
get so tired of living....
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
2:22 PM
