the same old things...
hmmm....it been a week since i last updated...it not that i am lazy...but my life is really seem nothing to write about anymore so i become writing lesser and lesser posts now....hmm...
it is a week past...beginning to feel i am a weak person somemore now...or should say weakling ba....the misses is not about a week anymore...somemore am i just a weakling that i have been unsuccessful in the jobs application....ppl see me that so doesnt want to hire me...
have already learned how to keep emotion to myself...not wanting anyone worry anymore....will smile anytime and play with anyone...wont worry anyone esp my parents....
i am sorry....
i know last wednesday when i got dead drunk...i hide and cry was saw by u all...dui bu qi....i believe i wont let you all worry for me anymore k....i gonna to make myself hide myself even more now....really sorry....no longer want to show the sad emotions to u all...i shall hide it alway k....
i am sorry again....
hmmm...actually i also don know what to do right now....coz my mind was alway in a blank mode...walking a day,living a day....just continue to walk...coz i have no wonder where to go...where to start also....ha...maybe my life gonna be like this forever ba...(though i don believe in forever anymore...)
does living better is what others want....i wont if without u by my side anymore...i have learned...really learned....
what my heart say---
i cant live....
cant live if living is without your breathing....
i cant live....
cant live if living is without your presence...
i cant live....
cant live if living is without your heart...
i cant live....
cant live if living is without your love...
i cant live....
cant live if living is without u anymore.....
='(
people have been alway selfish...ya,i am too....coz my heart have a bonding to u that will no longer come back to me without u.....
Monday, September 10, 2007
12:21 PM
