having doubts...
doubts....
doubts....
doubts....
having all this in my mind...don know how to get rid of it...think is because i don really how to solve it ba...i don blame anyone...should be all my fault...so never blame anyone except myself....
should reflect on my ownself....
i am quite confused with the whole world is working...don know how to face with it...i know whining doesnt solve anything...i make myself try not to do it again...seen alot of things...done alot of things...even think alot of things...but in the end...all come to nothing....
certified....
i am a useless freak....
have i really got the wrong side again...???
i have already tried and change so many things in me...it is like never enough...i just don know wat to do....
have i really done something so serious that i have no chance to have a chance to repent...why my life is alway so shit....i am a failure...haiz....
life become more meaningless for me after ytd.....i tot to myself...ya...is everything to me is a fake thing...or am i just imagining to myself...i just pleased that my EQ controlled me quite better not to get any angry mood at all...but my heart....wat can be done to him....
nobody saved...nobody going too....
i am a useless freak...!!!
yes i am...i should have knew it from the start....nobody going to care about u anymore...
thanks all my frens....
Saturday, October 06, 2007
7:14 PM
