it like never ending....
it not the same anymore...or isit alway never been the same at all....used to ask myself wat i have done wrong and then reflect myself to correct myself from doing the same things again....until i still doing all these to make myself to be a even better person...but...it seem never end...it is alway my fault...i alway think wat i have done wrong...most knew the mistake but still there are some that i still kdon know till now...i really don know...
what should i do...???
all i want is just 1 thing....i don care for others even if i am to lose most of it...i only want one thing...but it never seem to come at all...or is it i too stupid...really stupid....am i....haiz....
sometimes i really think u are cruel to me....
sometimes i really think u are unfair to me....
sometimes i really think u are not the one to me....
sometimes i really think u are disappontment to me....
but...i know u would say it none of my business...it no longer be the same too...but still i never put down...after all the thinking...i really don know why i still think it u....
u are happy...is it....
i know...
really....
but i don at all....
u know....
really....
i am not a single happy at all....all the mask...mask and still mask...u know...u no longer feel the kind of feeling i wanted to give u....u no longer...or u don want...
i don doubt u at all...just continue to believe u(someone who i will believe anything she say)...whether u believe or not....
it the true...
my heart never left....
u......
Friday, October 12, 2007
1:52 PM
