busy busy week...
hmmm....i have been very busy with alot of school works and project...have been staying out late in school for the past few weeks....hmmm....can say i finally got something for my project but then still the same problems...cannot work as a whole...so still have to continue...and of coz the report too...gonna be another busy week next week again...
havnt been in right mood recently too...have been thinking alot of things...have been doing alot of weird things too....words hit me hard this week too...friends words really hit me hard...been thinking of wat they have said to me....and reflect...it hard to make it like wat u all said...but trying is the most i can do now....
what am i going to do....????
really thinking hard now...i hate myself...
hate...
hate...
hate...
the hatred is so much more than i ever think of......coz i really feel the more i think i am ok...i got a feeling that i am not...
How come...???
i also don know....
just feel very tired....in everything....mentally...physically too.....
just....
exhauted.........
until a stage that my mind can be set to rest forever at any time even without me knowing it.......
Saturday, November 24, 2007
2:20 AM
