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last day of 2007..

yes...i reached...i reached the last day of 2007....this year finally end...a year of unhappiness and sadness frm the start of year till going end of year....hope it don come with me to 2008....

the round up of the whole year....in simple form.....

my family....i love them all still of coz......

my friends....they know how unhappy i am.....

my best friends......they know what really happen....

my buddy....they trying very hard to cheer me up....

u(reader)....know alot from the past posts...

new reader.....find out more yourself k......




total up.....the year was not well spent of coz....but i know i will never let it crush down....the scar will alway there....alway there to remind myself...not to give up and continue to walk on.....i know it is nobody fault for what has happened.....i no longer blame anyone nor myself anymore....maybe it is time that i grow up.....



anyway.....



today is the last day of 2007....i have already had a happy morning plus afternoon...hope it can continue tonight....

ya.....


thanks GOD for all the experiences i had learnt....though these were painful experiences...but i know that is the way to make me grow up.....



Thanks GOD....
Thanks JESUS...



Happy New Year Everyone.....=)


Monday, December 31, 2007
6:32 PM


Christmas Coming...

hmmm...as said in the title...the christmas day is coming but still i do not have any planning at all....it will be eve tml but then i din make any arrangement yet...i still do not know whether got celebrate the day or not coz i don even have the christmas mood ba....anyway....

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.....



yesterday went for a church musical....it was my first church musical i have ever attended....i think it is not a bad one...at least i do really understand wat the pastor really want to tell us....hmmm....




wish and hope for alot but i only wish to have one...the only thing that will enrich my life and make me say byebye to all the rest ba....

wat am i talking.....???....aiya...don care la...


im just talking crap.....









wish and hope for the impossible......


Sunday, December 23, 2007
1:34 PM


short break...

hmmm...it been a long time since i wrote something here...it is now a short break(holidays) i should say...rest more and play more...really don wish to return to sch during this short break...but i think it is impossible ba....

went for a walk last sat till ard mon....quite refreshing...just hopr better things when 2008 come by...don wish to suffer anymore just like this year...but nvm..it is coming to an end...



i heard someone said...


" Bible says God gives us more than we ask for and that is what has happened in my life "


isit true...i don doubt it...i believe it....coz i know i sure will believe it...hoping for more fun and less stressful in future...hope i will be much stronger either physically or mentally...just wish it move more smoothly for me....






realise something from wat my friend wrote in his blog too...he say that who can be trust and who cannot after certain things happen on your ownself...actually i knew this logic very long ago but i guess coz of me too naive-minded causes me to trust ppl too easily....

good friend can be very evil sometimes even when u don wish to fight with that person for that something...but certain things just happen...it is just so disappointing...

seriously....i am very disappointed....

but i know...it make me very hard to trust this person anymore...i should say this person mean no harm...but then keeping things that can be shared is a mean to harm another one...u know that...i guess this person don understand...but nvm...it ok...

at least i realise it more early....i will forgive...and try forget...but trust again...will be very hard....





hmmm....lets talk about other things...or else it will make me spoil my mood totally....hmmm...it going christmas...don really know will be celebrating it or not...coz it is like it become a day that i don look for anymore...don know why also...but nvm...it will fly past very fast too....



hoping for something too....







will i be given too....


Thursday, December 20, 2007
12:23 AM


Appreciation...

Appreciation...

a word that is easy to be say being done but a word that is easy to be done....do u think so...???

for me...at least it is true...i do feel it is another word similar to "treasure"...why...coz both signify the same thing...is that if u don appreciate or treasure certain things...when it gone...it is really gone forever..maybe lucky..it will be back someday but not many will have it....

so lets say about appreciation...a thing that i hope people gave to me too ba...i believe everyone want that too...isnt it...no matter what u do or say...u will hope for the appreciation from the one u want...isnt it...




but..i know life is not alway beautiful....it will not alway come to u when u want it....been trying hard now...don't know whether im heading the right direction...but i know as long i try hard enough...GOD will lead me...

the past 2 days...im able to return home after sch straightaway without staying in sch anymore for project for the time being mean im able to return home early...but...just don know why my heart is so empty...no sense of happiness at all...is not i hate home...i love my family and home...but just don know why...suddenly felt so empty...my heart is so empty....like something is lack of...just don know what it is....

was wondering just now...how come...i didnt fail anything at all too but then my class is so diff frm others too...what does that mean...i don get it...being put in lessons(class) that i don wish to be in too...isit a punishment or a test from GOD....





emptyness...pls leave me k....i don want u at all....i need my joyful and fulfilling life...



maybe i need to appreciate others b4 others appreciate me....


Tuesday, December 04, 2007
10:44 PM


judging over...

hmm...the days of staying in sch for more than 12hrs/day is finally half over...coz judging finally over....all project that need to be present to the school is over...left with the company part...but guess gonna wait awhile b4 presenting as i really need to brush up for the subjects in school....term test coming....

is life gonna be easy for me now...i also not sure...i think will be ba...but i know nowadays if finish lesson and go home will be abit weird...coz from start of sem until now..i have never went home straight after school...keep staying in school doing the project...



temper and mood isnt very good during the past 2-4 weeks coz of rushing for project,studies and less sleep...will try to turn back to everything normal again...will try very had de....



THANK GOD for all the miracle u gave me during the project period and the judging period tooo....i appreciate it alot alot alot.....=)




sometimes feel rather empty but then still try make myself not to...i believe they all will not leave me alone when we all together or not...just wont leave me alone...and of coz i will not leave them alone tooo.....




soooo....



jiayou....
jiayou....
jiayou....





places will be beautiful if u want them to....




remember that....=)


Sunday, December 02, 2007
12:01 PM


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