Appreciation...
Appreciation...
a word that is easy to be say being done but a word that is easy to be done....do u think so...???
for me...at least it is true...i do feel it is another word similar to "treasure"...why...coz both signify the same thing...is that if u don appreciate or treasure certain things...when it gone...it is really gone forever..maybe lucky..it will be back someday but not many will have it....
so lets say about appreciation...a thing that i hope people gave to me too ba...i believe everyone want that too...isnt it...no matter what u do or say...u will hope for the appreciation from the one u want...isnt it...
but..i know life is not alway beautiful....it will not alway come to u when u want it....been trying hard now...don't know whether im heading the right direction...but i know as long i try hard enough...GOD will lead me...
the past 2 days...im able to return home after sch straightaway without staying in sch anymore for project for the time being mean im able to return home early...but...just don know why my heart is so empty...no sense of happiness at all...is not i hate home...i love my family and home...but just don know why...suddenly felt so empty...my heart is so empty....like something is lack of...just don know what it is....
was wondering just now...how come...i didnt fail anything at all too but then my class is so diff frm others too...what does that mean...i don get it...being put in lessons(class) that i don wish to be in too...isit a punishment or a test from GOD....
emptyness...pls leave me k....i don want u at all....i need my joyful and fulfilling life...
maybe i need to appreciate others b4 others appreciate me....
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
10:44 PM
