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cant think of any title...so...sorry la....hmmm....i am in rwcu1 now after the mcom tut i attend(attend others de)....feel like writing something.....
hmmm....all went out for a while for 1 and another reason...so i shall write something....was quite envious of them sometimes...but i know i wish all of them the best de and hope they all will happy happy of coz la....=)
interview coming...quizzz coming.....project due date coming too....making me quite worn out sometimes...but i know this is my last lap...i have to get the best possible result so i have no choice but to continue to hold on.....
hmmm...yes...my life has been somehow beautify by 1 and another reason....but still,there is something on my mind that will put the last piece of color on my life completely...but i believe it is something that is hard to get and maybe never....
it isnt easy to do something that your mind want something and your heart doesnt.....or shld say it hasnt been easy for anyone in this world ba....hmm...something u wish to do but you cant...
hmmm...anyway...i can say the weekend that just passed is full of incident that is joy to all my friends....=)
Monday, January 28, 2008
5:08 PM
cunning...cunning....
hmmm....a title that is so different right....yes...it so different...coz i felt that nowadays alot of people are so cunning....appear to be have nothing at all but in the end...his/her heart scold u like crazy....hmmm...i know who he/she is....just don want say so much...coz i know nobody in this world is perfect so i tell myself....i must forget and also forgive(though i know its hard)...
anyway....having a temper that control yourself is the best act u can even do.....hmmm....hao ba...forget it.....=)
today went to cut my hair....my hair now is soooooo short.....abit look like so ben dan...but nvm la....continue to live with it lo....
my mind alway contain a thingy....that thingy have been in my mind for so long...don really know what to do too....however,im certain of what i am thinking all the while and clear too....
got this from the net.....it meaningful...read it...:
I don't understand why they treat us this way,We are not that different, inside were all the same,We should not be judged by our religion or the color of our face,Because in the end, we're all running this same race,I wake up each day and I want to run away,Away from this world of cruelty and shame,And I think of the joy that our world could have,If we all stop this madness and never forget that in God's eyes, we are all the Same.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
11:41 PM
lose some and gain some.....
hmmm....been thinking of the title for days even when im with a handful load of stuffs to do...coz i really wish to the real meaning of this.....alot of things has been like these....in order to get some....u bound to lose some too.....it may not be good things that u lose, but it may not be bad things u gain too......
actually it is like what an article i read told me something that:
"One's philosophy is not best expressed in words; it's expressed in the choices one makes.In the long run, we shape our lives and we shape ourselves. The process never ends until we die. And the choices we make are ultimately our responsibilities." sooo......as u read...u will understand...i do wish to further explain it...coz it is atually very easy to understand it de...
so ok...the situation now for me is.....try to make myself more happy abit....coz really don want another 2007....so even if stress comes to me...im gonna block it and face it with my smile and fight all the way to the end....never give up....
Monday, January 14, 2008
6:27 PM
the word of sigh.....
firstly...this post is first post of the year....anyway....it make no different too...life goes on..just that i hope this year will start and end with nice nice moments...started school already...everything was still alright except that the need to wake up early and stress of projects due date....i feeling quite great in school....just don't understand something in life again...guessed its time for me to learn again....
like the title has said...the word of sigh....yess.....its "haiz".....i really don't understand how come and why things make me alway feel this way...im tired....is it i still don't understand wat i should learn in my life...or learning will never end.....
sometimes do feel the pressure-ness...in this world...
must i go with the crowds....
must i please everyone....
must i do something i do not wish.....
why..???
i am really happy doing something that i feel really happy....why is it that alway all the words/actions come find me and make me unhappy....why can't i do something and everyone will support me....
actually...do anyone realise that sometimes people don't say something mean they are not willing to share with anyone yet...its not about no trust that make the person don't want say anything......
i really wish to do things that im happy with....really....please give me the chance to be happy too....cause if anyone give me pressure...i will be very unhappy...really....
i treasure all the friends....since i treat u all as my friends...i treasure u all very much....whether u all believe or not...please give me no pressure....really....
thank you.....
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
10:28 PM