3yrs of poly over...
hmmm...i have finished the exam on wednesday...too lazy to write anything...until now then feel like writing something....don't know whether it is the last ever exam im taking or not coz got 2 papers that im not sure whether will pass or not...so take it as im going to finish the 3yrs of poly le ba.....
A NEW CHAPTER....everyone going to a new chapter of their life....and as time goes by...i know alot will lose contact and make new frens and then in the end no longer keep in contact or remember there is such person in your life....hmmm....maybe thats life ba....
should talk abit more about my 3 yrs of poly ba...this 3 yrs is full of ups and down for me...last time in secondary schooling days...teachers,frens and my brother often tell me in poly is all about independent work and careful of how u trust people...at first, i don't really believe them...but after the 3 yrs...i realise i have learnt alot....i learn through the good ways and of coz also in difficult ways too.....
Year 1.1everything was quite ok for me...i get to know some buddy that alway go to lec and tut together and of coz study together too....which gave me my proudest result in my poly years....i have no regret in that sem but happy to get to know some true friends.....
Year 1.2result start to drop in this sem...my life was all about having fun with friends...thus missing lec and tut start to come my way.....and of coz some conflict with some friends in school cause me to not going lec and tut just to avoid people....in the end...lose quite a few frens....but still learnt that trusting is not to be gain easily.....
Year2.1this sem was a sem that should say the most happy sem in my year 2 studies...coz i got her to be with me to go through all the happy and sad days....she is alway that when i need her....every lesson and days without her is so hard to pass at that time...which make me love her even more....though result still drop abit but im overall still very happy coz i have her....coz i know i have got another person that can be trusted and so on.....
Year2.2halfway through this sem is the most difficult days of my life....life seem meaningless....life seem colourless....life seem empty.....life seem just nothing...that make the death of me also seem not important for me anymore....i become more quiet than before...no longer wish to talk to anyone more...no longer interested in anything.....no longer interested in going to school anymore too....but coz of parents...i perseveres on to get the result...though not very bad but still can be acceptable.....
this is a sem that make me learn even more stuffs than ever before through most painful way....but im glad that i learnt these....so no longer blame anyone....
Year3.1a sem where i need to go sch from 0830am to 0530pm everyday to sch....coz it is a MP-SIP(attachment) sem...a tiring sem but was also a sem that i know more frens whether it is trustable to me in my heart or not....and also a sem that having a better bond with those year 1 and 2 frens too....about first 2months of this sem, was also a difficult and a period where i learnt alot.....coz still having periods where im the most unhappy from year2.2.....but in the end...a bunch of new,old frens and buddies to help me through all these problems....of coz im really thankful of all that...though didn't say, but i know in my heart...i know who really is there for me and my true true frens......
was not quite a bad sem after the problems.....get to know more people and of coz...i get to know someone who i really wish to accompany no matter what....
Year3.2the last sem was filled with lots of reports and assignment...can be very busy this month and can be very free for the next....but i know everyone was fighting to get the best result for their last sem in poly life.....and me too of coz....returning back to almost all lecs and tuts.....got to know someone who is sooooo.....good....nono.....very goodd.....nono...don know how say...but i think that person should know....i would think that of that person...so can' be don't know de....
this sem was an enjoyable sem too....but i got to or should say i learnt something that people can be very cunning in whatever they say or do....must be careful in whatever u do or say.....through the eyes and actions and of coz body language really say alot of things.....i maybe very bad in saying all this...but it turn out to be the fact.....
anyway....in my poly years....it was the most changes i have made in my life ba....i think that is what we alway call....it time to grow up and mature ba....people grow up through difficult times.....isn't it....
and ya...almost forgot...i
MUST say it....is miracle by
GOD and
JESUS....they gave alot of miracles and calmness in my heart....whether is to people or to studies.....really grateful of that....THANKS........
Friday, February 29, 2008
2:01 PM
commando....
ya...it the title im going to talk about it now...the interview i went today...how should i say...spend so long in the hendon camp(commando camp) just for a few stuffs....and what i think is that i maybe will be chosen...high possibility i should say....i do not really feel interested in commando at all...but if really chosen...i got no choice but to go in....went in at about 7something in the morning but finish at around 4 something in the afternoon which make me missed the mcom that i want to attend....
exam are coming....alot of things in my mind of coz...i really hope it can be put aside first until after the exam....i really wish to do well in the coming exam and get a better grade,thus, making my GPA to raise as much as it can....really hope it can ba.....
last sunday, went to clementi(yanling house) then to boon lay(wendy house) then to marsiling(tina house) then to pasir ris(yvette house) then to my house.....was quite tiring as they stayed overnight at my house as it was too late except tina....actually i want to invite others to my house but it was like 11 something at night so didnt ask....
am i dead...am i scary....am i....
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
10:20 PM
what am i really thinking....
it 15th feb....yess......15th feb...yesterday vday very sick at home...been thinking and thinking even when im sick.....now should feel abit better ba...but i think my body is still feeling uneasy now....but i know what im doing....just that don know what am i thinking....
today is the last day of sch in 3yrs of poly...i didnt went to sch...same as yesterday...is it something that so fated not to be going....
anyway....
as long believe what u doing will not hold any regret to u in future when u think back.....i will continue to do it...no matter what kind of ending it will be....
it stays no longer the same anymore....
Friday, February 15, 2008
12:13 PM
5th day of CNY....
hmmm....time pass so fastt...it is already the 5th day of CNY le....im now still in sch writing this...coz waiting for frens to come before going down to town...hmmm....was not a bad past 4 days.....
anyway...
good or bad...
days also need to pass....why not choose to be a more happy person...sometimes it hard to be happy when one's feel sad but still....do feeling sad solve the problem u facing....why not just face it more happily....maybe u can solve it in no time.....
hmmm....lolxx...maybe u see wat i wrote...u might laughing coz i am someone who know how to say but don know how to solve the problem also.....
but try lo......
anyway.....
i hope things will be much better....after the lesson...im abit disappointed...but disappointed on something that i don even know should disappoint or not....
continue to walk on ba......
Monday, February 11, 2008
5:37 PM
Chinese New Year Eve...
it is new year tml....and it is chinese new year eve today....can you believe it...it came soo fasttt....i was thinking it was sooo slow and suddenly...it comes and it is tml.....alot of people must be enjoying now ba...enjoy eating now ba...i am soooo FULL now...just now eat until bth....
this morning went to chinatown...think it was too early..that why not many stalls opened when we first reach there ba...samples samples and samplessss.....soooo many samplesss......
result is.....
eattttt......
eattttt......
and....
eatttttttttt......
lolxxx....
been going out these few daysss....i feel so happy with the company of coz...anyway....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAREVERYONE!!!!!everyone must enjoy hor....i hope and i pray that i will too and also everyone around me.....=)
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
7:46 PM
