3yrs of poly over...
hmmm...i have finished the exam on wednesday...too lazy to write anything...until now then feel like writing something....don't know whether it is the last ever exam im taking or not coz got 2 papers that im not sure whether will pass or not...so take it as im going to finish the 3yrs of poly le ba.....
A NEW CHAPTER....everyone going to a new chapter of their life....and as time goes by...i know alot will lose contact and make new frens and then in the end no longer keep in contact or remember there is such person in your life....hmmm....maybe thats life ba....
should talk abit more about my 3 yrs of poly ba...this 3 yrs is full of ups and down for me...last time in secondary schooling days...teachers,frens and my brother often tell me in poly is all about independent work and careful of how u trust people...at first, i don't really believe them...but after the 3 yrs...i realise i have learnt alot....i learn through the good ways and of coz also in difficult ways too.....
Year 1.1everything was quite ok for me...i get to know some buddy that alway go to lec and tut together and of coz study together too....which gave me my proudest result in my poly years....i have no regret in that sem but happy to get to know some true friends.....
Year 1.2result start to drop in this sem...my life was all about having fun with friends...thus missing lec and tut start to come my way.....and of coz some conflict with some friends in school cause me to not going lec and tut just to avoid people....in the end...lose quite a few frens....but still learnt that trusting is not to be gain easily.....
Year2.1this sem was a sem that should say the most happy sem in my year 2 studies...coz i got her to be with me to go through all the happy and sad days....she is alway that when i need her....every lesson and days without her is so hard to pass at that time...which make me love her even more....though result still drop abit but im overall still very happy coz i have her....coz i know i have got another person that can be trusted and so on.....
Year2.2halfway through this sem is the most difficult days of my life....life seem meaningless....life seem colourless....life seem empty.....life seem just nothing...that make the death of me also seem not important for me anymore....i become more quiet than before...no longer wish to talk to anyone more...no longer interested in anything.....no longer interested in going to school anymore too....but coz of parents...i perseveres on to get the result...though not very bad but still can be acceptable.....
this is a sem that make me learn even more stuffs than ever before through most painful way....but im glad that i learnt these....so no longer blame anyone....
Year3.1a sem where i need to go sch from 0830am to 0530pm everyday to sch....coz it is a MP-SIP(attachment) sem...a tiring sem but was also a sem that i know more frens whether it is trustable to me in my heart or not....and also a sem that having a better bond with those year 1 and 2 frens too....about first 2months of this sem, was also a difficult and a period where i learnt alot.....coz still having periods where im the most unhappy from year2.2.....but in the end...a bunch of new,old frens and buddies to help me through all these problems....of coz im really thankful of all that...though didn't say, but i know in my heart...i know who really is there for me and my true true frens......
was not quite a bad sem after the problems.....get to know more people and of coz...i get to know someone who i really wish to accompany no matter what....
Year3.2the last sem was filled with lots of reports and assignment...can be very busy this month and can be very free for the next....but i know everyone was fighting to get the best result for their last sem in poly life.....and me too of coz....returning back to almost all lecs and tuts.....got to know someone who is sooooo.....good....nono.....very goodd.....nono...don know how say...but i think that person should know....i would think that of that person...so can' be don't know de....
this sem was an enjoyable sem too....but i got to or should say i learnt something that people can be very cunning in whatever they say or do....must be careful in whatever u do or say.....through the eyes and actions and of coz body language really say alot of things.....i maybe very bad in saying all this...but it turn out to be the fact.....
anyway....in my poly years....it was the most changes i have made in my life ba....i think that is what we alway call....it time to grow up and mature ba....people grow up through difficult times.....isn't it....
and ya...almost forgot...i
MUST say it....is miracle by
GOD and
JESUS....they gave alot of miracles and calmness in my heart....whether is to people or to studies.....really grateful of that....THANKS........
Friday, February 29, 2008
2:01 PM
