human really need care....
hmm...just read my fren blog....didn't realise her life become so bad...or should say worse ba....know her through my working days....at first she was a kind of strong girl who alway will agrue with people when she think she is right in correcting another...but as i have already quitted the job quite long ago...we didn't really contact each other.....but recently heard and seen the blog...realised something....the days that i have gone through is absolutely nothing compare to her at all...i'm quite ashamed of my ownself....really ashamed....
she lost all closest kins...and i can see that frens and relative words hit her hard recently...maybe i cannot totally feel what she feeling now but i know it is something that is so unbearable....totally unbearable...coz i know she has no one to turn to at all....making me more ashamed of myself as i have my loving parents who alway love and care for me no matter what happen even when i am so unreasonable to them after they show concern that i feel so nagging.....
i am such a FOOL....
a BIG FOOL.....
i should be appreciative alway....no matter what happen...coz they are all my closest kins...who will not stop loving me and care for me.....
as for her....and any others in this world who having the similar cases....
i really hope u all will continue to live more happily....as i know by doing these...your parents in heaven then will feel more an wei...u know....and i know GOD will treat everyone fairly....u will be blessed by HIM too de....coz HE will love u the same as everyone else de...not showing biased to anyone....=)
i will pray for u tonight de....
hope GOD will help u through all this obtacles and find your true happiness and feel the warmth again.....
Sunday, March 02, 2008
10:05 PM
