hmmm....today is last day of may 2008...so fast...the time for many of my friends going into the army....esp 2 of my buddies....actually i don't mind having to go in early as long we got somehow the same timing as them...but..i don't think i have the chance ba....

i got my letter finally....will be going in much later than them...and they are going in soon....just hope our gang don't get dispersed coz of this ns stuff.....i know there is no forever stuff...but i just hope our gang can exist as long as we can.....

i can now imagine how i look like in "botak"...but now abit don't wish to be in that yet...so weird...coz from i dong shi until now...my hair have never been shorter than armani....but maybe need this few months to let myself to adapt and make myself more prepared ba.....

certainly...there are something i really really hope to have and really really wish to do...but courage needed for me in order to be done....i pray for the courage....DADDY GOD....give me the courage can....pls.....

thanku....=)




hmmm....just finish another event for kappa....but was an unpleasant one....new sales rep...having lousy planning of timetable and amount of people is so less that make me very very unhappy....anyway...i have said that this shall be the last kappa event.....


ok...back to my today topic...was thinking....

why do people appreciate another only when it going to lose it..??
why do people start to treasure when it is already lost...??

these are questions that alway happen in everyone's life...even to me also....i find that surprising...coz actually alot of people know what is treasuring another and appreciate another...but still it happen in each one and another life....

people having sad moments...coz i think that if don't have that...people would not know what actually is happy moments...isn't it...but still people doesn't want any sad moments in their life coz they are painful experience....

contradict hah....??

that is human......




hmmm...saw friends losing their life....friends sibling losing their life too...even friends parents lost....but after a certain period...they try to move on and put their respective in their heart....then most, i say most know what is appreciation and treasure.....

but...one thing i don't know...why does people saw these and can feel sad for them...don't really know how to appreciate and treasure...???

not just for a certain period but for a lesson that they will bear in mind....


maybe....


these don't happen to them...

or

human are this imperfect....




Firstly...


CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL OF YOU....

and me too....=x





the day that all poly students want at the end of their 3 years is finally over for me too...the effort...the hardwork...the money spent on school fees and course books...is just for this reward...
i got the Diploma on my hand finally....

actually in previous post...i said that i don't wish to attend the ceremony coz of the attire but as friend willing to lend me the attire...i get to attend this historic moment...still remember the scene when i got up the stage to take the diploma cover(with no diploma inside) from the director...so afraid will fall down sia...lolxx...but to GOD grace...i didn't....=)

alot of people like me attended the ceremony who previously said doesn't want to attend...but still there are those who didn't attend...should say ke xi...or....

anyway....miss the group taking session with the telecommunications cohort as we can't find the LT at which block...abit disappointing...but still there a small group photo taking outside the LT to cover up some of the disappointment....



this 3 years....alot of people to thanks of coz....as i have said in those previous posts...so i shall not repeat again...in my heart, i know.....=)






thanks....GOD and Jesus....=)




first thing...and again....

Happy Mother Day....Mummy....hope u enjoy yesterday.....hope u like my present and the flowers...


was sick on the last friday...not really big illness but still make unable to really go out....so i went out in search for mum present....walk around for quite a while before i found something that mum want...not something that she didn't want....then as we were in orchard...i decided to buy some flowers for mummy also....went to tina shop to buy from her since she told me before that she selling some flowers specially packed for Mother Day....


then saw some people on the streets in front of ngee ann city playing all kind of instrument...bringing the streets to another level of highness....the way they bring the people there with nice music.....is so magnificent....thank u...u all are the treasure of Singapore....keep it up....=)

the flowers

after that....we all went to mind cafe....heard of this place before very long ago but didn't have the chance to go there until larry suggested it....was at first not really impressed with the thought of it coz i am feeling like board games can bought everywhere cheaply...why need spend big bucks on places playing the same games....but i was wrong....the place was quite packed and fun....games that i didn't seen or heard before....that make me want to but one of the game there after playing it....







sometimes i don't know what to think...and what to do....i know that if words that not said will leave me in regret next time....i wish to have the chance to say it....but will i be given the chance....only one can decide....




been spending time at home recently...and staying at home the whole of today....been thinking stuffs about what to do with my future....think i still have to think more about it....think i need more time for more reflection....more.....

i think i have gone overboard...i have to stop the way and things i am doing....that not the way i should do....


i am sorry....




it another day of fun...yes...it is...i don't doubt it whenever company i want to go out is alway so fun....it is fun not in the sense of mind but in the sense of heart...

hmmm....today went for another temp few days job interview....working as admin this time...don't know what kind of working condition it will be...hope it will not be so bad that i going to leave after a day work....hope not.....


yupps...i should now confirm that i will not be going to the graduation ceremony anymore....was deciding the last few days whether to go or not....persuaded mummy to go but have to tell her that i cancel it coz of the attire price....actually i wanted to go...coz like my brother said....after the hard work u put in for the past three years....only spend a few-ten dollars to get the memories...it is quite worth it.....but it is not that i have no money to pay or what...is that i do really felt that it cost so much to even rent it...is really not worth it.....
anyway...i can only say....coz of the attire...i believe alot can't attend it...that all i wish to say...




hmmm....like the above paragraph i have said....many things don't go your way....sometimes i don't know what i should do...should i step forward or what.....i don't mind everything...coz i do feel and never doubt that what my heart say it all.....




the chalet ended yesterday morning-i should say....i was so tired that i sleep through the whole day till this morning....estimated time like about 18-22hours....i can't believe it...maybe was really tired ba...

i am happy that the whole chalet didn't really end with any people getting into troubles....and therefore passed smoothly....there is no one drink in the whole chalet even when there is some brought from larry and one bought from wendy....happy for the appearances of someone..."ahhh...u la...lolxx..."=)

visited changi for the "hong cha long yan" and also the "free treat of ice cream from ben & jerry", "cycling of pasir ris", "cycling to giant tampines" , "secret of some friends from the game"and etc....

it was not a bad chalet afterall....i didnt really have many pics in hand or should say have none ba...coz my digicam forget to take out...got to wait for pics to be send from all those who have took the pics....


hmmm....ok....that all for now...it time for me to share the more secret stuffs with the diary...=)

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