thinking more and more...
this post was written in a empty mood....so what does my "empty" mean...is it mean....
mind empty,
heart empty,
stomach empty,
or all of it....
anyway whatever it is...i am feeling quite "empty" sometimes....not only coz of my buddies went in ns while im here rotting....as i know enough of the envy or grumbling of them going in first and me later...there is nothing going to change anymore....so full stop for that point...."empty" as in also don't know where to seek for direction...the ever happiness in latter part of sem 3.1 and 3.2 was like going disappear in front of me...i dont see anymore of it anymore....
dont understand..???
its ok...just another grumbling post of mine....maybe i should take a step....but i dont know why alway when a step going to b taken...alot of things will do happen...is it the step not supposed to be taken....???
i dont know...i also know there are alot of question marks on mind....but anyway...the step will be taken sooner or later...told myself before that if the step is ot taken because of all kinds of excuses...im going to regret forever...so im not going to live with regret...so only things now i have is that i hope for more good news.....=)
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
11:08 AM