another week of busy working...beginning to love the working place now...cause all of them are really nice people...all treat me very good and never scold me before at all...but everything is still going to come to an end soon....become abit don't wish to leave that plcae but then no choice as they do not need anymore temp staff....and also...it is a really a good experience for me...for a person who alway worked in the service sector to really try out the admin stuffs..i felt i have really learnt alot for the past month...thanks for giving me the chance...to a person who start this job with totally no experience at all....=)

i saw and i heard them saying others...gossiping about others too...i may not know whether i have been said too or what but then trust is important between ones....isn't it...as long as the trust is gone...everything will turn into doubts....nobody like the word "doubt"...but i have doubt on alot of things too...just like everyone...i trust...but sometimes situations happen to make it into doubts....

that not a nice word to start or end with....but doubt has been filling me now...hmmm....or should i say alway will doubt another when another say one thing....isn't it become worse....there is no more trust left in me....


then now then must learn how to really trust ba.....


and is it really when a situation or a problem can't be solve...then the best way is to avoid it...is it really the case.....???

drained...
im drained....
im really drained....




this is my 200th post....can get this far was unbelieveable for me i mean...didn't know i can still continue to have the passion to write blog more longer.....anyway....i have wrote alot of different things and experience...happy and sad...all sorts in here before le...so still ok la...

ok..back to topic...have a round-up for my birthday this year...was quite surprise for a few surprises prepared by so many different people on different time.......maybe is cause 21th birthday....but anyway...i still have to thank everyone...everyone that made an effort to prepare and do all sort of things...really really appreciate it alot alot alot....=)

Firstly, my family and relative help me celebrate on the saturday before my birthday(thursday) as everyone will be working on a weekday....we went to harbourfront dragon gate resturant eat buffet....really appreciate all those who came and all those who wished me....really thank u...love u all even more.....=)

Secondly, on the day of my birthday....i took an off day...i didn't work...at first...i thought someone forgot all about it...so didn't thought of celebrating...just wish to have lunch...but in the end...was very very surprises that the new york new york was filled with birthday song which follow by a birthday cake(brought in by a waiter)....didn't expect someone do really remember...really surprise....surprise...and happy and paiseh and thanks is all the words i can say....
*u hor....thank u...lolxx...*

then after that...i didn't really know why some of my ntuc friends arrange to meet me...i thought was just a normal dinner gathering after a long time but i was wrong...they also prepared a birthday cake for me though in the end we were too full to eat the cake...but i think if the cake still with one of u...we can cut de...oh ya....swensen so good...give me free ice cream....thanks u all also....

lastly was yesterday....they all make me surprise again....though i knew somehow what they gonna do...but didn't expect for the presentation...the presentation is really something that made me realise these bunch of friends...u all are really wonderful....cards with words from them also made me have nothing to say but feel very very....(don't know how to describe)...cause i know what u all made is something that is bigger than what so-called others love de expensive stuffs like leather goods and etc...they are really invaluable...went mindcafe for games that made all of us having really great fun...except that ke xi one of my buddy cannot make it....but anyway...thanks u all for all the things....really thanks....=)





next....i gonna thank DADDYGOD and JESUS.....thank for placing so so so nice people around me....really thank u....i will appreciate and treasure all of them even more.....=)


THANK YOU.....



oh ya...will try upload all the pictures here asap when i got all of them....=)




hmmm....21st birthday is over....lots of things happened and going to happen...

thanks for everything first...i will continue on next post after this sat...=)




hmmm...been a week since the last update....havnt been able to relax especially on the weekdays....office work is so busy that i don't have the time to enjoy myself on all the weekdays...let alone blog....everyday was doing the same old things...though alot of work to do everyday but i find it still manageable now...unlike the first day i got in...was so messy with all the works dump to me....making me very stress as i do not know how to do most stuffs...and dont know who to ask as everyone was busy with their own works....hmmm....the colleagues there was very friendly...unlike what i thought in the beginning...ya...kinda of like the job except for certain OT stuffs....

hmmm....been enjoying the weekend even when it is only for a short while...but then still the decision of my heart still did not change at all....and weekend also days that i really have time to really enjoy ba....so fast so fast....my buddies been in there for the past 3 or 4 weeks already...it is also the time that i going to go in....anyway....still hope to do the things that i have not done before i go in...

next post....

i will be giving some movie review...errr....i mean rating of my own for the past few movies i have watched....lolxx...maybe only...see got the time to continue or not.....

oh ya....

almost forgot....thanks GOD and my Lord Jesus....because my family problems solved le...=)...thanks thanks thanks....million of thanks......=)




hmmm....ya..work start for about 4 days already....no more grumbling anymore...coz dont wish to have it anymore...just having so much OT,OT and still OT.....it is again the same problem...i wish to hear and i wish to speak...but i dont get it....nvm...i know i must get used....

recently home got problems....it is in intense pressure for me yesterday and today...and i believe going to continue on....i hate this kind of problem...it is all mis-communication and misunderstanding....why all this still continue on....i dont get it....actually nothing in this world is more important than family...isnt it....???

for me...at least it is.....i just hope for the harmony it used to have asap....i really dont like this atmosphere at all....this is not the family situation i want at all....i will hate to be at home if this do not solve....

Daddy GOD and my Lord Jesus.....

please help me.....




You have the gift and talents that others don't have...and now you have the chance to enjoy the talent by producing all your work to display....now isn't it the time for you to help those who have the talents but not forunate to enjoy what you really having now...=)


ya...above is something i heard...felt so meaningful sia...read it and will understand it if u do want to....=)

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