as compared,i was already fortunate...
today went to school for lunch with my buddy as i am also going to go tampines to do something...it was a long time since i last stepped inside...can still see traces of me walking past blocks,staircases,canteens and etc....of course there are good and bad traces....because they were memories....=)
was reading one of my friend blog....i realise that she was in the somehow same position as me last year...i mean the kind of feeling and things that going through her mind....i was surprised that she did have the same problems as me....and i can see...i was much weaker as compared to her....her act was foolproof...i don't see it or feel it at all...suddenly feel very weak....that was really bad...but then i know we both gained alot through all these incidents...i think she will feel glad now also ba....at least, i don't feel any regret now at all....
i can see that she struggled alot...saying will change,not to think about it and etc....then failed doing it...i can see that on me too...so similar, but then as i said...over is really over now...=)
in this blog...from don't know when, i have already felt that i can't write alot of stuffs...i mean more confidential stuffs...i can see she do it without any worry at all...i also wish to write like her too...but maybe those still have to be in my written diary for the moment....
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
10:30 PM
