long time since i last slept so early....
sorry for keep updating my blog recently....as i not only have things wish to say it out..i have also stuffs to say from book i read...it been a really long time since i slept so early in the night...yesterday i slept at around 9pm after finish things i need to do at night...just don't know why, i have been feeling quite tired recently very easily...and can fall asleep no as soon as i lie on the bed for about 5mins or so....(don't know whether it is to tell me i'm going to die soon or not, cause keep saw in tv show or newspaper have this kinda of cases)
anyway...i live today...another day earned...thank God...=)
this morning went to grandparents house nearby to eat with them...it started to rain heavily as soon as we settle down...so we started to adjust...and then i see...
everybody is getting old...my grandma,grandpa,aunt and mummy....it is not that they fall down or what....but the kind of feeling that was felt....after that..i saw my grandpa pushing my grandma(in wheelchair) up a slope...he need alot of strength to do it now....he don't need that much last time...it true...time don't stop.....
"God believes in me? Even if i don't believe in Him? That's love! Then i must be something special! "another phrase that said in the book....how wonderful it is to hear that....how can someone still believe another if the latter don't believe in him....i believe God really does that...=)
yesterday night reflected on something....that is when i got angry with something/someone on something done...got annoyed and scolded whether in directly or indirectly(in heart)....why didn't i think that i have done that something too...??
since i also do that too...why should i got angry with it when i am also same of a kind....and at that times i hoped for forgiveness or not be scolded...then that someone must be feeling the same way i am feeling the last time too...isn't it..!!
=)
Believe.....
Thursday, August 21, 2008
4:20 PM
