they are back from field camp...
finally..they are all back from field camp...which mean it is time for them to POP soon....that good...i also going in soon..hmmm....still,i don't deny the fact that i cannot go in during the june intake...i'm feeling not quite good about it...hope i can overcome the feeling real soon....
will anyone keep learning somethings everyday...??
i'm quite curious to know...no matter it is about things that u have just learned about it or things that u have learned before(things u know but get to know deeper)....and now quite rarely i learn things new now....i am keep learning things that i previously have known....for example-the thing on my mind now is the "appreciation"....
i have found out alot of different things in it...and still,i can find even more problems and solutions to it too....i know appreciation is a very important stuffs...that why i alway prevent myself to take others for granted no matter who they are and appreciate them even more....but the things is....why...
why is there people still take another for granted even if they knew this...???
i seen and i heard....i seriously don't get it sometimes....cause if you really understand the feeling being take for granted by others and not being appreciate by others....why does you still does it on others whether is it directly or indirectly or knowingly or unknowingly...???
there is no answer to all these...i believe i have learned to look at these people in another point of view now...whether to appreciate these kind of people only myself will know....
i can say....i am
SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTED...!!!
*no point asking who...
time and time again...i am reflecting on the same type of stuffs...getting frustrated and annoyed by it...i am gonna change my point of view in this thingy....i don't wish to be back in that stupid cycle again....i mean ever again.....
i believe and try to tell myself not to do something that going to be silly soon....i'm 21 and i shouldn't be so stupid...i will be like others...try to live my life to the fullest....if you all think all these gonna make me nervous,frustrated,unhappy,anxious and etc....i will tell you...i will do my best not to anymore.....
i will do my best to hide the care for those i want to give...show the care only when needed....that it...
i am not in the mood to say anymore.....
Friday, August 08, 2008
12:37 PM
