back to my own world...(part 1)
back to my own world of blogging with computer back to working condition again....things happen for me these few days...or in fact, things happen for everyone everyday....making alot of decisions these few days...maybe today hope to be kept alone, with no one disturbing to sort out what i really want....
days elapsing, day by day, the time spending on the local island will be less now....not feeling scare but just nervous cause finally it my turn...feedbacks and feedbacks and feedbacks coming form friends, who are the ones who give my heart the preparation and who are just laughing and trying to frighten me before i go in, i know who is it...thanks friends for the preparation but was annoyed by the latter....not frustrated nor angry but annoyed and irritated....for it is, nothing really big deal about it.....
stuffs that hope to be able to get back doesn't really will come now...or should it will never come...so nvm, forget about the stuffs that wanted it back and continue with the stuffs u have now....
nowadays, people alway just share with u when u having the joy, when they are suffering and needed help, it don't comes anymore....and for me, more and more of this kinda of people gather around me, making me feeling more and more wish to distance them....maybe this is what being said as "true colour"...
i got lots more to say but after just went for a water break, i forgot some parts....anyway, i will continuing this post another time....
Friday, September 05, 2008
1:19 PM
