envy and not....
going to book in soon...tml is public holiday but i have to book in today as i have guard duty to do today...so too bad...going to spend the public holiday with other guards that are inside too....anyway....life inside is actually not that tough if u think in another way...just that i wouldn't adjust to the weather there and the excessive unnecessary vulgar used by them....but have to adjust asap, or i will be the one who suffer the most....
anyway...sometimes was feeling envy of others of having this and that....not envy them sometimes cause of their negative return they got...some put in so much efforts....but what they got back was bad or nothing at all....maybe really that in this world, not everything u want and then put in efforts then u will get what u really desire....heard alot of different stories from different people....some got really sad, some hold back, some got another new in return which make them happy.....nobody would really explain what has really happened....cause nobody really know the answer or the truth of it....some may say it, but still hold back some of it without letting another party upset....
but for me....i do wish to be reality than envy another even i know what i have now is really good already....and not to take for granted.....the answer i am still seeking do make me become silence at times of the day....i only know that if u want to know someone, do make some effort to find out either from that person or others or else u are not actually making any effort at all....and that show alot of things.....
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
12:46 PM