mask is back...
the blog is becoming less and less safe to write stuffs that u wanted to say now...they are so fake now...but no deny and doubt that i'm will still say some stuffs....for me, i can't believe the mask is like coming back to me now....whatever i think, whatever i do....it seem to follow and catch up me....
empty....emptiness......
but of course i'm not going to let it catch up on me....i'm going to leave that asap...don't really feel really good these few days...especially today....felt like sickness is coming too...
still looking to know more about human beings...their thinking, their actions, their emotions, their sins, their everything....maybe just hope to know everything about what a human beings will do and react when they lost control of themselves, and not letting their emotions to get over their head...but till now, i have found nothing...of course in some finding, everyone will have an aim to really find out something and me, i really wish to know....
"why a person will say with no actions attached...???"
"why a person will say another with no reflect on whether they does the same...???"
"why a person will overcome by their emotion like anger when they understand it will hurt another...???"
"why a person will act as if they are top of the world by talking when he and others know he/she is not...???"
"why a person will forget the good things done...???"
this world is full of questions...with full of "why" that i really hope to know...with some "why" that i will never get to know the answers at all....i'm not feeling good...i'm not feeling happy...and i'm not feeling well at all......
Sunday, September 07, 2008
12:36 PM
