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ignore...

tomorrow will be the start of a new week and also my real experience on living in jungle comes...with mixed feeling, but just hope illness don't come to find me anymore....i need the energy, endurance, concentration, mental and physical to go through the coming weeks and months....

anyway, today didn't have anything to do....accompany parents the whole day.....while doing my own project.....

every human in this world have something call "feeling"...it have alot of different kinds of explanation and since it easy, i will not explain it further....i am talking about the feeling of being ignore.....i believe no one like to be ignore by another when they are talking to them or whatever...cause being ignore is not a good feeling for the talker...but there are still many does that with thinking that as long more and more of ignoring the talker, the talker will realise....but the listener will never ever understand...it is not at all....

we all have a mouth...we can stop another not just by using mouth....there are others actions as well...but the feeling of being ignore will not disappear at all...for me, i do feel that too of course...sometimes i just need a reply, and not being ignore....but it alway don't turn out what i wished for...the feeling of being ignore still do appear in me....i don't like it and hope people don't do it, but it has never happen....i believe for most people too....


Sunday, October 26, 2008
9:36 PM


the different excitement...

there are so many different excitement.....different people will feel excited for different things, words and even another people.....just like different people got different opinions on the same things.....some will felt excited for certain things shown to them....some will felt excited upon hearing someone is coming....some will felt excited just for little things like words from another....

this is nature....isn't it...??? nature cause everyone to be different in the eyes of another....some excitement do stand for long....like standing there for a month...a year...or even forever....some only stand for a minute or even a second....these are big and small excitement u seen and felt...isn't it...???

and of course....i hope for the excitement to come to me always....but i know not everyday is sunday.....there are bound to hav negative points when u got a positive stuffs....and that make appreciation come into place.....

few words do make a person different....alway wondering whether the things will come true or not...as it alway afraid that this will be an empty promise being made....no one knows until the date come....so only thing it can do is to wait....and wait....


Saturday, October 25, 2008
2:22 PM


different moods of a person...

second day of my mc...getting much better than yesterday...heard from friends that there are still people staying until tomorrow then book out because of RT....can say i'm lucky to have mc that make me to rest more before the field camp next week....

through this illness, saw different moods of a person....how a person turn from a goody into furious mode at different times....and how a nasty person become a caring person to those who really need their help....
how moods change a person....there are so many different characters and attitudes people out there but then moods do change one and another no matter what.....that is so incredible and scary....

a person will change, and that is for sure....just that what really make them change....there are times when u hope that some things and people do not change....but u cannot control that, cause that is nature....and u are also changing....isn't it...??

no one control it.....what u can do is only improve yourself to a even better someone that can be a better person out there....one friend ask me why am i alway keep reflecting.....i told my friend that reflecting is the only way to make yourself realise your own mistakes and change yourself....that apply to all stuffs, isn't it...???

cold and hot stuffs make ones really confusing....there are times it is as cold as ice cube and times that are as hot as a desert...that is stuffs that everyone will face as well.....must get used to it asap or else u won't be surviving in this beautiful world anymore....


Friday, October 24, 2008
6:44 PM


Att. C

surprise to see me here....i'm quite surprise this morning as well....just like what i wrote on the title...i got att C which mean i'm sick and now at home with MC for 2 days....is quite drowsy now as i just ate the medicine....not really happy as i thought i gonna keep tahan the whole of this tough week but i'm unable to after i woke up this morning....oh ya, the result for my range...i got a marksman...and i didn't misfired...quite happy and lucky about it...thanks GOD.....

i realise that is it because i'm the person who alway guard against others...and guard the wrong batch of people as they are the ones who show concern when they are much needed...i realise that there are still people who need to be appreciated and should be treated the way they shouldn't be treated......

but i know there are times when u should not disturb someone....they are being longed for at times....but they are not what u should be longed for...they are not longing for the things that u wish for as well....oh ya, maybe that cause different people opinions really do stand a big difference.....


Thursday, October 23, 2008
11:59 AM


sudden thought....

an hour later, i will be booking in soon....got a sudden thought of writing again which make me here again....

there are times that people memory filled with stuffs of happy and unhappy stuffs that defined ones mood....but expression don't really show everything out....everyone in their heart have something to urged for everyday.....whether it can be attain, it no longer alway depend on individuals who want it...it also depend of whether another individuals wanna give it...isn't it..???

let me ask u(reader) a question....

when u happy or unhappy, who u will first thought of...??

who u think can really be your remedy..??





i know at least i'm quite sure of the answers....



do u...???


Sunday, October 19, 2008
5:39 PM


different people do make different people day....

another week down for me....the days to really freed from tekong become a week lesser(hope no re-bmt)....the conclusion to the training now is still tired mentally and physically....yesterday was the most lousy book out i ever had....don't know for what reason, an hour before book out, i got quite sick.....thank GOD that i managed to recover myself after 2-3hrs of sleep at home....a deciding week coming ahead now...hope that all turn out well.....

it been very long since i last stepped into orchard yesterday, and still, nothing really special and different this time...maybe when i reached there, it is like already in he evening which made me unable to really walk arund the place....it is unfair to my friends if i say yesterday was a boring day, it is also unfair to me to say it is a fun day yesterday.....

anyway, in camp this week, continue to see different kinds of true colours coming out from different individuals.....i think i should really keep abit of i am doing cause i can see that alot of them really cannot take jokes even if they say they don't mind....

it been days and weeks and even months that i have been saying different people really do stand different place in their mind or heart.....there are times that people don't get it, there are times that people don't wish to get it....but always, is that even a sentence of words do make another party their day....that i the kind of place the person trying to refer at all times.....no matter how busy a person is, as long there is alittle seconds or minutes of free time....the memory turn up to u...it will do make their day as well, but provided the support is still there...if there are hot and cold after a long long period....that would make the problems become even worse and spoil their day even more.....


who do understand what i'm trying to say...???






guess is none.....



12:46 PM


been a months plus....

it been a month since i last stepped into tekong for the military training.....it has been a life that i find that a lot of "true colours"....i have been warned but still i saw so many inside that make me feel that why people are like that...is it because of human imperfection...???

maybe these kind of people really do covered most part around the world....because of the word "selfish" and "greedy" that make alot of people like this....they will do not hesitate to be very good in front of you and make alot of different comment behind you.....sincerity cannot be seen through bare eyes but can be felt through heart....i believe alot knows that but they still do that and feel that they did been found out....that is so weird....

anyway, these kind of people make me feel that i should be more careful on others that will benefit me more....

talk about yesterday, been a months plus since i last stepped into town...and yes, i stepped into suntec yesterday....things look the same but felt kinda of weird just like i have been lost touch to the world for a long time.....but still in the end, there are times that i felt about the problems....everyone do have problems, no matter how big or small it is...it is also a problem.....but there are times that misses won't change a few stuffs in the world even when you are in a very happy mood....something that alot of people understand but cannot be felt or even bother to care at all.....

felt that there are things you think it alright, it does not apply to another party at all actually...think about it....that the imperfection of human.....


Sunday, October 12, 2008
12:47 PM


forgetful human....

going to book in soon and days going to end soon too...everyone was busy with the weekend except me....maybe that also a good things for me and my family to have more time together.....=)

been a while since i last touched my book, and of course, i still havn't touch it yet.....i realised something yesterday while reflecting....points that the book didn't cover or i havn't read it, is that people now are so forgetful....they forgot all stuffs that been done...they forgot stuffs that should be done but not.....they forgot many many stuffs.....they even can forget the stuffs that will make u feel regretful in future....that really bad from my point of opinion....

maybe as the time goes, we grow up, we changed, perspective view of life become different from the time when we were studying....yes, we should never look back, but i can say that there are times that when u look back, only then u realise the beauty of it and continue to move on, isn't it.....still the same, there are times that people didn't expect things to happen, but ya, words do destroy ones even if they may appear with nothing at all....words are like fierce swords and arrows that can shoot u down completely or can be also an foods that will be given to u when u are feeling like ua re going to starve to death.....latter part do not see towards me at all these few months....maybe that is bad too.....

ok...alot may not understand what i'm talking....but i'm sure there are still people know what i'm tryng to say...at least, they do try to have the efforts to get to find out.....i may not be important people, but i can only say that kind of appreciation from another do make a lot of differences.....


Sunday, October 05, 2008
12:03 PM


tiring short week....

finally i'm out here again writing my blog....had a short week in army but quite tiring as i have guard duty to do....that is tough as i have to do 24hrs, but a very very new and nice experience....

yesterday went out with friends for some fondue session...nice fondue, love it but sometimes still feel it is too expensive...not advisable to alway go there....yesterday was very shag after book out but still i do feel if i still can walk, i believe i still can accompany my friends to walk around...cause they are meant to appreciate ma....haha.....=x

mummy and brother birthday coming, still troubling what to buy....asked for people to accompany me but then there are no reply....guess have to walk around myself to find the best possible present for them.....

it been a long time since i last had a reflection, cause it had been alway a busy days or weeks....think got to have it soon cause like i had lost my ambition...i got quite blurred as to what to do in future after my 2 years in ns....i know most human do not know what future holds for them, and so do i.....i am thinking of how to solve my own problems first ba.....

there is alway not just an answer to a problem, it is alway depend on how u look at it....there are tonnes of ways to it...but at times people tend to choose the wrong way, and hurt another party unknowingly....at least for me, i knew way used are wrong for me....but u have to accept it no matter what.....


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11:34 AM


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