today is New Year Eve which is also last day of 2008, a year that i lead a better life in mentality and physically....why??

cause i learnt alot from alot of people, learnt alot from the book, learnt alot from my daily reflection....cause i am enlisted into ns this year which make me more physically fit than last year....

ok, I shall wish everyone first before i forget....

HAPPY NEW YEAR.....hope everyone have a even better year ahead although life is never alway a piece of cake....anyway, smiles is all everyone need.....=)


time for some talk...new year revolutions....people asked me and i asked some...i can only say in my mind, i know what it is, i don't wish to disclose too much...as usual, lazy to type all out...in short, just hope for even more smiles in things i do....

suddenly, my mind become blank....don't really know what to write now....will add in the next post....anyway, smiles is all everyone need....=)




this morning just finished 24hrs guard duty....very tiring, should have chosen another job for the duty so time will not pass so slow when having duty.....i finally understand and hope to integrate in my mind for the next 2 years after what have been said by the captain...i will try to enjoy the 2 years of my ns life, it will be an experience that u will never get it again in your life even if you have an reservist in future....



recently, i was reading the book, share with you all....it say:



"Life is what u make of it, you have a commitment and u can't give up. You are somebody! You must love yourself! It's not going to be a cakewalk for whole of your life but you can't give up as life will not always serve you beautiful piece of cake. So know who you are."


make sense right...cause everyone also will go through that as well...ok, share with everyone another one below:

"Any fool can count the seeds in an apple, but only GOD can count all the apples in one seed. GOD values the life potential in each life and in each seed. If you give me one fertile seed, i will give you a garden, an orchard, an industry or a family, but if cannot plant all these, then be one. Cause your heart can be the soil; GOD's love, the flower; His spirit, the fragrance."


i guess if you understand it slowly, you will eventually know what the phrase mean....i am glad that i met so many of phrases like this kind that make me to reflect more of myself about what i have done so i hope everyone here can have too...=)

anyway, thanks friend who gave me Christmas present...i appreciate it alot....and all the Christmas celebration....=)




familiar phrase used by others on my title...???

yes, that is used by alot others....comments are given by many and there are still people thinking the opposite way....how should i phrase it....nvm, i don't wish to keep thinking of an example...i can only say, life is alway fair for u and not perfect for u, u won't get everything u want but will get those that u should have....

alot of people don't understand the way of communication, the 2-way communication that cause one to keep quiet because of uninterested topic.....and people alway do things differently from what they are alone....does this mean they have split personality...no, cause this is what normal human does....they don't show their true colours when they interact with another or when someone is looking at them....

so this mean they wear mask...no, they don't....cause they just think that there are things that is not best to be said out or do in public....just like promises, once it broken, trust is hard to be back anymore no matter whatever have been done...isn't it....???

so don't give promises before u can confirm u can do it....anyway, not many do really understand that....what u can do is....not to really take their promises too strongly, or u will be the one who will suffer more....is it true...???

that is questionable...no answer to it too....sorry if i make u all confused...ignore this post...thanks....




Firstly, i shall wish everyone a....


MERRY CHRISTMAS.....


today is eve of christmas which mean i'm able to book out....got into a new unit, life in this unit need more brain power than physical...as i am attending lectures more than physical activities....i think more and more things to learn after i saw some of the books they gave us....i can only say that most of the things i have gone through before in my diploma, maybe everyone there also ba...the place is far, very far away from my home, alway take a long time before i can reach there or return to home, and also the lack of physical activities that make me not really like the place too much but too bad, i have to at least serve there for the next 6-7 weeks....

anyway....think today will be celebrating my christmas eve with my family at home...i think that is also a good time for me to spend more time with them as i think after i got into army, the time i spent with them was never enough(from what i think)....so will treasure the time with them tonight....

anyway...everyone...have fun today and tml....=)




finally have a chance to sit in front of the computer to do some personal stuffs....i am so tired now as i was painting the house with my family, getting my house a new brush of paint for the incoming year....it look so different now, so new now....it was worth the effort....



yesterday went out to get new year clothing but still, i don't find anything that is so attractive and suit me until i wish to buy it....maybe should wait alittle bit longer before i start looking again....went for musical after that, that is a nice show, just felt that there are really alot of efforts being put into the show....if compared to last yar musical, i can only say that both are really good, like it alot, didn't regret for going to both shows....christmas is nearing, everywhere celebrating it, felt it yesterday at orchard, people around the streets even it is at 11 plus.....hope everyone have a nice christmas.....=)



"everyone is actually a sinner....no matter who you are, no matter you are rich,poor,handsome,pretty,ugly,strong or weak....we are all sinner....it is just whether you want to be helped or be forgiven....."





there are more to the above sentence...it told me alot, it teach me alot too...i reflected what has been said....i got some knowledge that i need to have.....anyway, today mark the end of my block leave...i will be reporting back to camp tml, the feeling was like getting back to enlistment....don't really like the feeling but no one has a choice...all of us have to report back.....




went to JB yesterday again...Malaysia change their custom location which is even more further away than the original one from Singapore....i can say jam is everywhere and when it is located even more further, it takes even longer to reach there...after that, u see every queue was so long and none seem to be moving...u would be very irritated by the work rate and their lack of efficiency....somemore the design is really cannot make it, make u walk one big round for nothing....ok, enough of that....anyway, bought alot of things yesterday including the shoes that i have been looking for so long.....

watched "Bolt" today....maybe i expect more from the in my mind, so i do hope for more but someone say it is good liao....ya, not a bad show but maybe even more will be better(too greedy liao..haiz...)...anyway, mummy coming home tml night....finally, she going to be back home, been a week since i last saw her.....

house has been quiet for the past few days...exercising , household chores and watching tv every morning i wake up...realise something, do people really don'tshow their real emotions when there is no danger coming their way...???

there are people who can be very friendly and warm-hearted to u while there are people who are anti-social and unhelpful but when u met with a danger, most of these people will turn to the opposite....how come..??
is it because this is the true nature of the human...they are not changable, they will alway be like that no matter how u going to change them or not doing that....again, there is no answer to all these questions again...maybe people might think i have been thinking too much again, but do come to think what i trying to mean.....




surprising to see me back here again in such a short time cause i saw something that is very meaningful and i wish to share it here....

there is a saying....

when 2 persons get together or go out...there must be something in them that attracts another that cause them to get together again but often, people forgets about this and get used to it that make either of them to take for granted unknowingly....

believe it or not....??quite true.....



there is also a saying.....

after something happen, u felt very very sad about the situation....after a while, you begin to forget some of it or become blur of the situation is a good or bad stuffs....??
maybe it is good...it is like a deep scar that is slowly disappear from your heart...maybe that is a recovery that will make you even more happier than those physical injury...

so what do u think...??i think "think it over..."




been feeling tired everytime i reach home, maybe is because the activities i had done last few days made me really unable to rest fully after the 24km route march except today....mummy went to korea 2 days ago, wondering how is the situation there....hope she have great fun over there.....

so it mean, i will be home alone tml....wondering what can i do for the next 4 weekdays before mummy comes home...anyway, went to JB yesterday...it been a long 3 months since i last stepped out of Singapore but was met with a long wait/queue at the custom....it was really crowded yesterday that wasted alot of our time....didn't really bought alot of stuffs from there and was surprisingly left with alot of cash back from there....maybe is because really nothing caught my eyes yesterday....oh ya, the sushi there really cannot make it especially their ocha(green tea)....hot one taste so diluted while the cold one got gassy taste(unbelievable right?), but it true.....anyway, yesterday was just not our day fo JB i mean....



everything stopped for a moment...excuses are always given....i think really should stop all the excuses for myself and do what should be done....everything in this world take into consideration like the food u eat, u take how it look into consideration....so it does matter whenever something happen, whether it can be realise, it is another problem....isn't it..??




POP on wednesday, but was really too tired till now then got the chance to write something here...the 24km route march was not an easy march for most of us and we were sent to parade after we changed, under the hot sun, many fall and even one lie flat on the ground....i don't know whether the arrangement is good or not, i just know that many parents don't like the idea of going in straight after the rout march(something that the past don't do...)

anyway, all was over but was called back on thrusday to bring back stuffs which we don't allowed to on the POP day...mean that we have to be back to tekong just because of one person blur of the whole procedure....all the promises he gave was also fake too....he is still the same.....

after that, went out with some army friends after i put down my stuffs and changed at home...i believe that we won't be meeting each other so often anymore, so friends, all of you do have to take care wherever your unit is....whatever helped you all had gave, i will remember it....=)

watched "the day the earth stood still", i should say the content of the show is quite little, not much elaboration, i think the best part should be keanu reeve speaking in chinese, that weird, and i think he really learned for a long time for just that few sentences.....
**and concentrate while watching movie or else like alamak got hurt**



still, the things that i hate in the past and did wrote here in the past still happen....why?? is it because that is life, they don't leave you at all....it is repetitive, there are times that make it hard to believe, i think i really should do something....and that is, rather let others change, i change my own perspective toward it though i really hate to do that cause everyone have the same as me as well........




festive season is coming our way, and can be seen everywhere, atmosphere can be felt everywhere as well....from neighbourhood area to city area to town area, it can be felt eveywhere.....saw this christmas tree at vivo and decided to take it down, not as nice as the paragon but just know why, just wish to take it down.....

* quite blur as i was holding alot of stuffs but if u look at it as a whole(not through this picture), it nice...




there are thin line between alot of things, what i mean is like alot of stuffs has thin line between them and often it is totally opposite.....alot never understand why, some do....but just some.....

there are alot of times one never thought of another so bad and start to quarrel, all stuffs like fight will never happen....that is one of the thin i'm trying to get...i was saying if one think another way(or another point of view) before they start to comment another, the effect would be alot different...but often it is not the case.....

it is alway a thin line between heaven and hell, it is depend on how you view and how you react to it....but often people forgets about it that cause all trouble flying here and there....anyway, when will everyone start to give even when they know there is no benefits for them for helping at all..??

there are more and more people getting sick around me(including me)...whether it is in tekong o in Singapore, everyone got sick....the situation that no one hope to be in, maybe that is the much needed rest they really need....however, there are still people i see are not sick at all, still got their much needed MC....the so-called "chao gen kia" still got their much-WANTED MC....there are times that i should really look from another point of view on them, how they really do things and why they want it instead of cursing and swearing.....


times that i wish to be in....
times that i don't wish to be in...
times that i have to accept the way to be in....


it just a matter of whether to put in the effort....it is just a matter of whether to feel it...a matter that i am in....




the time is coming...the day that so many of us wanted for the past 3 months is finally coming...i am so excited just yet cause i know the 24km route march will not be an easy one...but just hope the rain will not come for at least on the tuesday and wednesday for all of us.....cause after the the heavy rain on our rehearsal on thursday, lots of them become sick and all stuffs went the other way for most of us on friday rehearsal.....

brought my book to camp to read...read every morning before i started every single day, it was really refreshing....there is one phrase that say:

Doubt Your Doubts-
If you don't believe in yourself, please don't believe in the negative thoughts you have in yourself or GOD.....

and...

no matter how hard the things may seem to be, only you can give up and throw in the towel, no one can do that for you....


anyway....i was thinking of something...is it because of what should not have done,been done and should be done, not been done....there are times that reflecting can see through alot of stuffs...but rather there are people who really wish everything to be said face to face, and i don't deny i am that kind of person....what i was hoping always is not really complicated....anyway, there are times you cannot control anything as well....

many people are alway thinking of an easy way out for different kind of stuffs they do, and i believe there are times i am too...but there are times people don't that route but still, i think any kind of result also didn't get to see...the best way is to not keep think of it....

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