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a lie or not....

surprise....that i write a blog at so early in the day....i was thinking yesterday till today...i wish to ask....


Do anyone like to be lied..???

be it a "white" or "black" lies....a lie is a lie...isn't it....i hate people lie to me...i don't mind u just tell me straight...but why sometimes people lie....to hide the real truth...


if u ask me....i can say....i don't...i don't deny the last time but i don't now and hope in future too....

or should i don't look at this too seriously as this is a small matter....but ya...small matters doesn't mean nothing...isn't it...???


i am not angry....
i am not frustrated....
i am not annoyed...





i am just disappointed...


Monday, April 28, 2008
9:46 AM


a finished assignment at expo...

yupps.....yesterday just finished an assignment at expo or should say i got an early release on thurs that made me don't need to work yesterday.....it a event call FHA08 which happen on every 2 years and this is their 19th times there le.....though overall pay was not as high as i wanted to be but only a 4 days event with so much fun there....i think still worth it ba....

suddenly i felt something....i felt as long u enjoy a job...u would wish to keep working and not stay at home and rot....so eager to get back to working days again le ba....since i already knew that me going in to NS in june/july batch is no longer for me anymore...so continue to work and enjoy is the time i going to have before i go in ba....



someone leg is injured hor.....=x

wear slipper now hor......






hmmm.....enjoy the time...am i...???


only one can make my day....is it...???


Saturday, April 26, 2008
1:05 PM


angry,annoy and frustrated...

hmmm....another full of thinking sunday again...was thinking why do people get annoyed, angry and even frustrated on different situation that happened on them.....people may think i'm so silly to be thinking of all these kind of things...but maybe that is another point if learning for me...so i'm sorry for being so boring in my blog again.....

these 3 stuffs do get link together...isn't it....even on a person who told him/herself to be more patient in settling the situations...it do not get into their mind when it comes....and these 3 stuffs come in whether it is being said out or in one mind.....i am one of the example.....is it maybe it is the life that people have to learn....and it is also something that called never-ending learning skill....

whether it is aware or not aware that people get annoyed by your actions or the way u speaks....it is still something that never make another frustrated.....times and times again people don't understand but when it is being said...people would say it is the cruelty of fate....maybe that the point where human do contradict too....

anyway....it is something that can never be explain or solve ba.....


hmmm...2 of my buddies going to army soon...think my letter coming soon too....there are things that make me hope to go in soon and also things that make me do not wish to go in soon.....contradict again hah...???

but i'm just human....




actions alway speak louder than words.....no amount of words can contain what needed to be said...alway the actions speak it out....happiness is what i hope to have....doesn't want any more upset moment for my ownself.....treat myself better....




that is what i told myself......


Sunday, April 20, 2008
7:24 PM


i think i wronged someone....

hmmm....i think i wronged someone.....shouldn't think that person that way.....shall change all the attitude towards that person and should change for the better.....

hope GOD bless u and your family also.....


Thursday, April 17, 2008
10:47 PM


should rejoice or...

hmmm....yupp...the period of breaking-up of the year i alway had has come....a few of my friends broke off....how come....how come relationship become so fragile....

why is there honeymoon period in relationship....
why is there alway taking another for granted....
why is there alway one or two of them don't appreciate another doing...
why is there alway lame excuses for breaking up....


sometimes i see all the friends that just broke off....i don't know what to say to them sometimes also....coz i hope to ask them to rejoice as this world doesn't only contain your another half or should say u all should rejoice coz GOD give u another direction to move on in life that will benefit even more....isn't it....

but...i didn't say that out to any of those just broke off friends....all i can do is i look at them or listen to them on the phone either crying or very sad.....

look at myself...i felt im very lucky to have been given the direction by GOD a year ago to let go of everything and move on....now i learnt quite alot and have someone who i think know alot too....i know in my heart where that person stand....lolxx....


anyway....




sometimes word are not said coz of reasons....and that no longer coz of fear anymore....



10:44 AM


aggressive or not...???

hmmm....sunday...a day with family....stay home since yesterday morning only went to ah ma house yesterday night then till now...im at home....i know im blessed with family love....of course it make me love them alot also...

today wish to ask....


have i been very aggressive to people..???

hmmm....been thinking about this....try to be a good person when need to be and be a bad person when need to be also....realised that i didn't others a chance to speak for themselve and judge them....am i...???

i don't know how to answer that coz i really don't judge people based on one or two incidents de...alway judge only when the same incidents happen on a short period of times....did i do wrong in that....???



yes....of course in everyone heart...

there is one that u like....
there is one that u dislike...
there is one that u love...
there is one that u hate....

ok...maybe not only one sometimes for others....but for me...in my heart also...there is one too....but sometimes mind tell heart not show due to circumstances....coz it is not correct at all to do it...so in the end....




heart got confused as to what to do.....


Sunday, April 13, 2008
2:48 PM


drop a tear again....

yup...second post of the day in such a short time....just wish to write out in order to make my mind more calm or forget it....

after the post earlier on...i went to my friend cousin blog....at first..was thinking to see how her family was living without her....but in the end...for no reason again....while i was praying just now...

i drop a tear again.....

from what she wrote....maybe i feel sad for her and family....i am a guy....can't believe hah...i don't anyhow drop tears...or should say it been so longg that i last dropped a tear....but i dropped a tear twice on 2 different days in such a short period of time on someone who i don't know....


DADDYGOD will bless your sis and family de.....


Friday, April 11, 2008
11:47 AM


been spending alot....

hmmm....been going out this few days....having fun and of course bought something for myself as a present for working so "jialat" in the nokia that side....though the shirt and slipper is cheap cheap sale stuffs...but im quite satisfied le...

went to sakura at toa payoh on tuesday to eat...was damn full as it is a place that i love sooo much and then to my friend house to watch soccer till the next morning then went home....hmmm...then yesterday went to eat suki sushi....and walk around everywhere with rain accompany us...lolxx....then went down chinatown to eat porridge...been eating alot hor...actually is not just that...also walk alot...just that lazy to write out everything...as long my heart know all yi dian yi di can le.....


sometimes i do feell....


what others said.....


it is not about where u go or what u doing but is about who going out with u that make u the most happy....most enjoyable trip....

i know who the one of course....=)

and....


i think u know ba....





it time for job hunting again le horr.........



11:15 AM


good or bad...

ya....just like what i have wrote on the title....being a good or bad person better....???

different people have different opinions or views in it...isn't it...but to be sure of what i am thinking and what i seen(from cases to cases basis)....i know that being a bad person seem to benefit most....or should say more ba....


many would not agree with what i have said....but think carefully....it true....of course i will want to be a bad person now.....bad person doesn't mean impatient or irritating guy...but is a person who don't wish to be a good guy.....

i really found out that i gain more by being a bad guy than a good guy.....been a bad guy before....don't know why i didn't continue or else i will be a person who is much more carefree and without fan nao de person.....

i am an ordinary guy who want....


what a normal guy want.....
what a normal guy wish for.....
what a normal guy do....
what a normal guy hope for....


what a normal guy alway


dream.......


Friday, April 04, 2008
12:14 PM


resigned....

hmmm...just resigned the job with my buddy yesterday...was actually planning to do that this sunday but due to some problems....we resigned....

anyway...to this job...i learned something and make some great friends...so i don't hate this job or whatsoever....maybe that is also call a part of my experience ba....

went out today.....tired but still my heart never feel sian at all.....tired maybe cause of the job giving me alot of stress ba....anyway...it the end of another chapter....time to look for another job....



i was thinking...thinking....and thinking.....is it good things don't happen to me at all....or just that i don't feel it at all...and taking for granted....maybe is cause i hope for something and didn't come true that make me feel i am this kind of unfortunate guy....

strong word huh...????

but other than this word...i cannot think of another better word to describe myself sometimes....anyway....never blame anyone for all these....cause until now i still feel i didn't regret the decision i made last time...with determination and high hope till now....never change or reduce at all....maybe all that i have been doing is wrong but i'm sorry....i wish to say this kinda of thingy....i cannot control also......and i don't wish to stop also.....really....


learned to appreciate people more....
learned to love the negative points more too....
learned to hide more too....



continue learning....


Wednesday, April 02, 2008
8:44 PM


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