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GV 1 year member anniversary

yesterday was the 1st year membership anniversary celebration...GV having an event with all those members to watch movies at fort canning park...the money spent for the atmosphere there, i think is worthwhile but if for the movies, i don't really think so...if u want me to rate, i don't really will give a good rating for the 2 moveis especially the first movie....i should say i didn't really watch the whole movie, as for the second, it not bad but storyline was quite predicted...

anyway, the thumb up is still the crowds at fort canning...it was majestic moment...heard that there should be thousands of people there...that is a very nice experience....

hmmm...went there after celebrating buddy birthday, went swensens to eat, other plans was cancelled due to some problems..i shall not say it anymore...fortunately, it didn't spoil the whole day for my buddy...haha...


getting quite emotional recently...quite frustrated with little stuffs, and i really detest the stupid feeling...hope it get away soon....and learn to really how to control myself....saw alot of vehicles today, their exhaust pipe pump out so much smoke....i don't get it, i thought Singapore are promoting smoke-free environment...how come there are still so many "smoky" vehicles???

wish to share with u all a story....


A priest was walking through a dark and strange street when he saw a pitiful man lying in the gutter. Suddenly his faith in God was shaken to the core, and in a dark moment of the soul he cried out, "Oh God, do u exist? Are u there? Do u care? And if so, why don't u do something about the pathetic soul?"
Then into his mind came a message. Strong! Immediate! Authoritative! "I am. I see. I care. I am doing something about it. I just called him to your attention."


hmmm...understand the above story....think sbout it, and u will understand....


Sunday, August 31, 2008
11:47 PM


Forever & comment from Mark Lee

was listening to songs and i came across a song with lyrics talking about "forever"...it is a word that is so far away from me...after reflect, i have been not trusting this word for about a year plus le....because of some problems and incidents happened that made me to keep away this word...but today, i shall trust this word again...

why..??

cause i think there are still things that will be there forever....for example...God and Jesus...they are alway there for u when u need them or don't need them, and that is forever...i bet many would agree with me, isn't it...?? of course, there are still other things that will be there forever depending how u handle it or face it....so...i begin to regain my own trust on "Forever" now...


hmmm....just finish a channel U show call "Yi Dian Xin Shi".....a show that talk about the actor/actress life...today is featuring Mark Lee....quite looking forward for this episode as i wish to hear what Mark Lee have in his life....heard him saying that his regret is that he don't have the time to say sorry to his brother after he got an accident that killed him...yep, what he say is really right...alot of people don't appreciate and treasure one when alive...only regret when one die...it is so true...i'm sure that gonna be a lifetime regret....

hmmm...he also mention about his determination and being wrongly criticise in media...and how he stand on his own view....not changing his way of act even if everybody criticise him all the way down...he teach me to say...as long it don't goes against your conscience and won't pile any harm on another, do whatever u want to be happy.....actually in this world nothing can stop u from doing anything and that include to your ownself...only u know whether it is right or wrong...and believe me...really no one....


Wednesday, August 27, 2008
9:14 PM


what does rain really represent..??

the rain have been falling for the past few days....what does it really represent anyway...???maybe it really doesn't really represent anything, just a normal cycle of water condenses and become rain drops....but to me, sometimes i do feel it is different...maybe others think i'm crazy but i still think the rain has a gentle feel that make me feel comfortable...it was not a light rain but heavy rain...what does it really signal anyway...???



maybe is because i think too much...but isit true..??? i not really sure, just know the fact is that the rain really make me feel comfortable when i wish to seek for something....the rain below:





was taken the day before yesterday...it is a heavy rain...a really heavy rain....

how many do understand another..???

i believe very less, cause we are all human....unless one willing to say, another would not know what actually the whole thing is troubling....only God will know it all...isn't it....but i believe God also tell people to try to share...then the burden will drop...or would be lessen....

i'm still praying.....



Tuesday, August 26, 2008
6:47 PM


Qi Yue Ge Tai...

yesterday went with family to amk to have my dinner and when we reached...we saw the "Ge Tai" was somewhere around it...so after our dinner, we stop by to watch....it was raining, not really a light rain but still, the place was crowded with alot of people waiting for the show to get started(it start at 7.30pm)...as i know liu ling ling will be there as well so my parents and i stop to continue to wait and watch....i should say i didn't really have clear view of the stage as there are umbrellas,umbrellas and still umbrellas around me...so we were moving around to get the best view....

finally saw liu ling ling at the backstage where she do make-up...i can see that even if she is sick...she is still so friendly to all those around her and those auntie fans...she don't even have the kind of snobbish look or what....stayed there watching for an hour...can't believe i can even stayed there for so long...i have never tried that before cause i think alot of them i don't even know so didn't even stayed there for long in the past....though there are times that singer don't have good voice and also can't really pronounce the words properly..they still have their own kind of attraction that attract people...now, i do understand why people still stayed there in spite of the rain....


Liu Ling Ling


ok...talk about other stuffs...read an article online just now...it say a person wanna be happy from the bottom of their heart is totally depend of themselves...how true can it be..???

different people do have different problems...but i know that there are no problems in this world that cannot be solve....u may not have found the solutions...u may not want to find the solutions...but is not don't have a solutions.....most importantly is how to treat the problems or should say how u really deal with it...

ok...maybe problem are really difficult to solve and can't be bother to solve anymore...why not think of it as a challenge....solve it....if u lose the challenge, it don't kill....if u want try to solve again...continue to do it, i believe one day it will be solved.....

ya...talk is cheap, talk is easy.....but think about it...if u think talk are cheap and easy, why not use it to think the challenge is easy and cheap too...i believe a human mind have the enough determination to really complete what need to be done...u can...then u must believe it.....

times that i hope to accompany to go through...but it is not given....but still the times i referring to will be there always.....




Monday, August 25, 2008
1:52 PM


room cleaning...

whole day was at home nothing...ehhh....nono...was at home doing house cleaning, room cleaning...clearing all those unused stuffs and very very old textbooks-to be thrown away.....roughly browse through some of the compositions and etc while clearing...was so amused with what i wrote last time....maybe that was what people said-past memories.....then after clearing awhile...i realised i lost my book-the one i have been reading...search everywhere till night time then realise i have put it on my brother shelves....haha....

anyway...today didn't have much things to do...i wish to watch "meet dave"....but then nvm....i still treasure all the time....

everyone has a temper...so they do get or having different emotion at different times, is it...???

when will everyone know how to really think and stop it before they would even vent it out...???

i guess everyone perspective is different...u reading these might think that i'm talking crap again and stop interfering in other people business when there is no way i would change everyone thinking even if he/she is your closest partner....but i would wish i mean.....

maybe for me only i can keep telling myself all these...but in future hope i can tell more...sometimes it is not easy to comfort...but when u do it...and succeed, nothing else matter....of course..there are failure too...can only keep doing it in another way...



do your best but not just try your best....


Sunday, August 24, 2008
1:24 AM


Jet on Fire...

second post of the day casue i just saw a news on net....something that is a disaster again i should say.... a Spanish budget airline jet that broke up in flames after a failed take off from Madrid airport killing 153 people with only 19 survivors.


a case of plane failed to take off and kill people...

pls pray for them....


Thursday, August 21, 2008
5:08 PM


long time since i last slept so early....

sorry for keep updating my blog recently....as i not only have things wish to say it out..i have also stuffs to say from book i read...it been a really long time since i slept so early in the night...yesterday i slept at around 9pm after finish things i need to do at night...just don't know why, i have been feeling quite tired recently very easily...and can fall asleep no as soon as i lie on the bed for about 5mins or so....(don't know whether it is to tell me i'm going to die soon or not, cause keep saw in tv show or newspaper have this kinda of cases)

anyway...i live today...another day earned...thank God...=)

this morning went to grandparents house nearby to eat with them...it started to rain heavily as soon as we settle down...so we started to adjust...and then i see...

everybody is getting old...my grandma,grandpa,aunt and mummy....it is not that they fall down or what....but the kind of feeling that was felt....after that..i saw my grandpa pushing my grandma(in wheelchair) up a slope...he need alot of strength to do it now....he don't need that much last time...it true...time don't stop.....

"God believes in me? Even if i don't believe in Him? That's love! Then i must be something special! "

another phrase that said in the book....how wonderful it is to hear that....how can someone still believe another if the latter don't believe in him....i believe God really does that...=)

yesterday night reflected on something....that is when i got angry with something/someone on something done...got annoyed and scolded whether in directly or indirectly(in heart)....why didn't i think that i have done that something too...??

since i also do that too...why should i got angry with it when i am also same of a kind....and at that times i hoped for forgiveness or not be scolded...then that someone must be feeling the same way i am feeling the last time too...isn't it..!!

=)

Believe.....



4:20 PM


i got frustrated once again...

i was continuing on the book that i said in the past...inside the book...it alway tell me even new stuffs-telling me stories(example)...i was glad with example...as i sometimes need example to really understand what it is trying to say....

"Whoever Dares To Try Can Never Be A Total Failure"

nice phrase isn't it...???

maybe to me only...but i do feel it is nice...i beginning to love this book more and more each day...hope to get more and understand even more the next few days....

went out early this morning for stuffs...and could felt the fresh air immediately after i left the house...make my mood even more better for the day....of course i don't deny there are also stuffs later in the day that make my day too....

when i thought i could get past this day with mood on a high...i got frustrated just now...while i was with the 2 little ones and parents....at that moment, i almost forgot everything i learnt to really curb all this emotions....

i will do better next time....


Wednesday, August 20, 2008
9:01 PM


vivo trip again...

went out today in the evening...was thinking of releasing myself to more more outside fresh air sometimes...as time is getting closer and closer...my heart felt quite nervous now....things are not able to solve...but have to leave it aside sometimes....

went to vivo to walk around....have something for dinner at the food republic....look nice on the appearance hah...i think so too but then it is too expensive for me to try it again or keep having it...the taste was not so bad...maybe i'm not a really fussy eater....that why i do feel it taste not bad...

before it was open with egg tart(nice)...

"har gou" and huge "da bao"

oh...ok...no more food pictures or else me myself will feel hungry also....hmmm...been reading the book that i wrote in the previous post...nothing to share today...just realise that my english should be going from bad to worse cause i really don't understand some of the words meaning while reading....no choice but to check dictionary now....but nvm...it is the time for me to learn more....

missing....i never want to lie...

really missing now....



Tuesday, August 19, 2008
12:40 AM


been a long time since i last bought a book..or rather 3 now...

been a week since i last update...didn't have really much to update this week so i didn't really go online so much recently....last sunday, a friend of mine met in an accident...thankfully he was alright now...of course he was not in coma, just that have to cast his leg for the...about a month....what can i say....hope he learn lesson not to drive so fast in future....anyway...i'm sure he going to be well soon...

life is something so beautiful yet fragile...isn't it...??

actually everyone life can be the same as well...just that in life, there are too many "distractions"...

recently, just bought a few books...read a book talking about the "distractions"...and is still reading....there is a phrase that i came across that i wish to share....

"At times, it is not that we don't believe in GOD, it is just that we have too many other things in our mind..."

are all these "distractions" that cause us to forget the things and the experiences we learned and got angry,frustrated,annoyed and etc....as i said...i am still reading the books...so i cannot write much about it...but i hope i can learn even more things from this book and most importantly hope i can really get what they trying to say through to the bottom of my mind....

for now...i do feel things are sometimes very hard or rather difficult to throw away...should say it is very ke xi to drop..

mindset are so reality...they do forget stuffs that is long ago for the present stuffs...they don't remember what is in the past for space for the present...like a old old computer....



yesterday is a past...
tomorrow is a future....
today is a gift,
that why it is called present....


Sunday, August 17, 2008
12:48 PM


they are back from field camp...

finally..they are all back from field camp...which mean it is time for them to POP soon....that good...i also going in soon..hmmm....still,i don't deny the fact that i cannot go in during the june intake...i'm feeling not quite good about it...hope i can overcome the feeling real soon....


will anyone keep learning somethings everyday...??

i'm quite curious to know...no matter it is about things that u have just learned about it or things that u have learned before(things u know but get to know deeper)....and now quite rarely i learn things new now....i am keep learning things that i previously have known....for example-the thing on my mind now is the "appreciation"....

i have found out alot of different things in it...and still,i can find even more problems and solutions to it too....i know appreciation is a very important stuffs...that why i alway prevent myself to take others for granted no matter who they are and appreciate them even more....but the things is....why...

why is there people still take another for granted even if they knew this...???

i seen and i heard....i seriously don't get it sometimes....cause if you really understand the feeling being take for granted by others and not being appreciate by others....why does you still does it on others whether is it directly or indirectly or knowingly or unknowingly...???

there is no answer to all these...i believe i have learned to look at these people in another point of view now...whether to appreciate these kind of people only myself will know....

i can say....i am SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTED...!!!

*no point asking who...


time and time again...i am reflecting on the same type of stuffs...getting frustrated and annoyed by it...i am gonna change my point of view in this thingy....i don't wish to be back in that stupid cycle again....i mean ever again.....

i believe and try to tell myself not to do something that going to be silly soon....i'm 21 and i shouldn't be so stupid...i will be like others...try to live my life to the fullest....if you all think all these gonna make me nervous,frustrated,unhappy,anxious and etc....i will tell you...i will do my best not to anymore.....

i will do my best to hide the care for those i want to give...show the care only when needed....that it...

i am not in the mood to say anymore.....


Friday, August 08, 2008
12:37 PM


as compared,i was already fortunate...

today went to school for lunch with my buddy as i am also going to go tampines to do something...it was a long time since i last stepped inside...can still see traces of me walking past blocks,staircases,canteens and etc....of course there are good and bad traces....because they were memories....=)


was reading one of my friend blog....i realise that she was in the somehow same position as me last year...i mean the kind of feeling and things that going through her mind....i was surprised that she did have the same problems as me....and i can see...i was much weaker as compared to her....her act was foolproof...i don't see it or feel it at all...suddenly feel very weak....that was really bad...but then i know we both gained alot through all these incidents...i think she will feel glad now also ba....at least, i don't feel any regret now at all....

i can see that she struggled alot...saying will change,not to think about it and etc....then failed doing it...i can see that on me too...so similar, but then as i said...over is really over now...=)

in this blog...from don't know when, i have already felt that i can't write alot of stuffs...i mean more confidential stuffs...i can see she do it without any worry at all...i also wish to write like her too...but maybe those still have to be in my written diary for the moment....


Tuesday, August 05, 2008
10:30 PM


people tend to forget what they said...

today posting shall be going straight to what i want to say...cause i don't know how to start the post today...so going straight to what i am thinking now will be the best...



was thinking....why people tend to forget what they going to do...for example like telling themselve not to do this thing ever again...but sometimes when different situations come up...words and phrase of reminding u not to do it that stuff again alway been forgotten-for at least temporary.....then will feel it afterwards.....



to me....to others...i seen all these....how come....is it when angry,frustration or when get annoyed will cover up all your senses....

yes...read in psychology book before that they do cover your senses sometimes but can we prevent everything from happening instead of being regret afterwards.....for that..i didn't read the book....i believe not only meet these kinda of probelms...alot does too...but how many do really prevent it always...???





wondering...wondering....



is it because people keep finding excuses for themselves after that or is it cause the sense of evil intention in one heart prove too strong to overcome at times...???


Sunday, August 03, 2008
5:33 PM


i finish my first admin job yesterday...

wake up abit late today...because yesterday was my very last day at work...in admin i should said....in the previous posts i have wrote that they were all very nice colleagues right...yes..they really are....though i am a temp staff there and new to that kind of environment...im bound to have even more questions than others...they would treat me with respect and teach me slowly and give help whenever they can...i really appreciate what they have done...still, have the kind of dont wish to leave feeling when they shock me by giving me present and farewall lunch as thanking me....i was there only for a month...i didnt expect to get that also...thank you...you people....you all not only gave me the feeling and experience of working in office environment but also know human are not really that bad afterall....=)

my desk...=)



the start of august is also the meaning of keeping family company month...i will be in NS soon...the type of feeling was like very different...i guess my buddies and friends feel it too ba...or is it i am the only one feeling it....it is not the feeling of scare at all...i don't know how to describe the feeling at all...anyway...this month if got job assignment...i will still go for it...but if dont have...i will have to spend time wisely then....

anyway....watched "Money Not Enough" already...nice show i should say...watch it...very different...better than jack neo previous movie....dont understand how that show got so good in movie sales......oh ya...watch it if u have 2 hrs to spare....about only 2hrs and 10 mins show like this.....



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