went to celebrate one of my friend 21th birthday yesterday....and were in dilemma yesterday night but still in the end got to settle everything....hope she enjoy the day and like the present we bought for her though we wished to buy another one which was bought by others already.....

met alot of people yesterday on the street while and before meeting my friends....i found out that time really change everyone....the past no longer stay for everyone especially their mentality...there are people who turn even more mature, people who turn more childish, people who turn into someone who like to act in front of another.....maybe different people got different opinions on different people but what i have seen is all these....maybe that will make different individuals feel even better ba....

the change of different individuals become so obvious that others got not really happy about or rather say not used to it ba....why..??? maybe that is what others alway said, human being alway don't really changes especially others to them cause they do not get used to it at all.....



appreciation...

u must be thinking not this word again....yes, this word again cause i have seen the lack of appreciation that cause the lost of another that make him/her suffer or rather lost....there are times when it take too long to appreciate that cause everything to turn into numb and tiredness came into them that make them sick of everything.....actually if in the beginning, the show of alittle bit more of appreciation towards another, all of the stuffs will not come to this end....

anyway, i believe all stuffs are pre-arranged by GOD...that is the direction HE want you to go, i believe HE is very fair and HE will give you the best direction in your life......




back for another blogging post...this time is back in a different kind of mood and mode of tiredness...maybe i have not totally recover from the injury that cause me to feel even more tired than usual after all the training....

the mood i'm referring to is that i found out more things about human beings....they are so cunning, they are so different as in backstabbing another person....there are also people so silly and so childish that i couldn't believe it....they can be so good talking to you and help you while can be so evil after you turn and walk away...i pity this friend.....but at least, we managed to help him to see their true colours.....

liars....full of liars around this world...i think i am too but at least i know i don't promise and don't do it...i don't lie because i don't feel like doing of acting of it....i know the feeling of being lied and that is why i don't like to do it.....there are times that trust no longer is there that make you don't even know what should you do next....there are times that you wish to really do the stuffs...but it is alway being stopped....yes, excuses right..!!! i know it....but there are times a no confidence person need more confidence in himself/herself, they need a little bit more times....it may take abit long but i'm sure when the times come, no one would wish to have disappointment....




there are things that are not allow to be said in here, there are things that u wish to say but can't be said for the safety of ownself...i don't deny i have to look at the bigger picture but still, i will say something out...got status again on the friday for my right ligament problem, i don't think the problem is solve now as i still feel the pain while running and walking- not to say marching....but anyway, the point i wanted to state is about wasting food....ok, everyone know that in this world, there are still many many people out there starving to death and many are surviving on tree bunks...but still, there are people given lots of untouched food(still got 2 years before the expiry) and not even dirty at all(as there is packaging) to be thrown into the dustbins...and in order not to be get caught, it was opened and thrown separately...

what should i say about the act...???

i only can say nothing...cause my words are not powerful enough, not strong enough and most importantly, i'm sure i am not able to even protect myself if i sound it out even more clearer here.....i'm sure there are more and i have more to say but unable to.....i shall say that is one of the darkest secret they alway hide from the public....i felt so ashamed of them.....



anyway, let's not talk about that anymore or troubles will all fly to my place the next day.....watched "beverly hill chihuahua" yesterday night....from my point of view, it is a nice show....there are some laughter of course and i'm quite sure after u watch, u would even wish to have a dog(your fav dog) for yourself(if you don't have one)......alot of walk was done yesterday but to me, i still feel that i have enjoyed yesterday....=)

then the k session yesterday was short, but still, i felt it was a short gatherings for my buddies and is enough after weeks of not meeting...appreciate it too....






anyway.....

there are things still to be said....
there are things wished to be said....
there are things not yet be said.....
and
there are things nearly be said....




end if it...end of all the staying in the field area at least for the BMT phrase....the most presents i got is probably my "bites" found all over my body,abrasions(on my both groins), both feet was totally "gone"....and also the full of mud and sand uniforms....as usual, toilet was filled with sand after all the washing....that was really irritating when u see all this just happen to u at a time....

ok, enough of the army stuffs again....

blog seem to be my weekly "things to do" after i book out.....maybe there are really things to say, want to say and not to say, don't want to say.....

contradicting hah....confusing hah....???



nvm...it ok....for at least, i do spend my weekend happily and nicely....why do i say that..???

there are no answer to the question, cause i know the one who read know what i'm trying to say anyway....expo trip was really watery this time....=x




there are times that i hope to hear....
there are times that i hope to say....
but....
times alway failed me....




Finally, i'm back home on the weekend after another 2 weeks of confinement for the 6days 5nights field camp.....it is a "nightmare" for most of us, not just for the training but for the sanitary condition and living condition....i think no one will hope to go back there ever again....anyway, it over, another chapter i finally close.....

i have been inside for 2 months already....alot of things changes and happened that i don't even aware of...because of the lack of news inside that sometimes make me don't bother to find out anymore....cause tiredness make me exhausted....

Is army really want to make us lose contact with the world and make us keep training..???

i believe alot of people also went through the same stuffs....and don't even have the energy to find out the answer anymore...and that apply to me as well....


went to have good food yesterday....went to paris in marina square, but was not as good as what i was expected....the food quality was not good and variety are less too....think will never step into that place again....went to watch "coffin"...i should no ending show, the movie don't really have great depth or meaning...not as scary as what was told....should say just another less than average show produced....

hope the day didn't spoiled because of the things not done and stuffs like lousy quality of food and show....it may not be any surprise but i hope u really don't mind as i do try to make everything the best i can.....=)







in this world, alot of things done are for a reason....for example, in the field camp, there are people who come to help u cause of the commanders are looking and they wanted to give them the good impression....this is something i don't understand, why one cannot do something without any benefits....maybe like my friend said, these are those "true colours" that u will see during the field camp.....

i have no doubt that i wish to have something as well, just waiting for the feeling to come, mine has never stop, and i'm still unsure of sometimes....there are times that what done and said are no joke at all....feel it and that is real.....

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