a care for others...
another week passed again for the army days...finally met some indifferent people in there....people who will think for others as well even if it does not benefit himself.....they may not be the best of the best, the super enthusiastic people in lesson...at least they know that they suffer the things is better than letting others to suffer it....so impressed, so surprise and so shock to really see this kinda of people....they will care for another and help another even we know each other for less than a month.....can you believe it..??? i don't at first, but now, i believe it totally....really fortunate to know this kinda of people....so it is time for me to learn from them and improve myself even more and be more optimistic toward all stuffs.....=)
went out to chinatown last saturday to look and walk around, not many stalls are set up and atmosphere is still not really there yet....i believe this week and next week will be different ba....don't know will be going there again or not but hope atmosphere there will stay the same as last few years to at least let those who going there to feel it....=)
my sister wedding is coming,
chinese new year is coming but still, i didn't felt the sense of urgency and sense of festive season....is it because i need to listen to more
chinese new year songs(like what my sister said)...or just because in there, it will be too dry for me to really feel the whole thing as i come out on
wednesday and weekend.....
the level that i stay in become even more scary nowadays, shaking of cupboard at night become even more louder and often....the on/off of
corridor light become a stuff that
alot of people are scared of now....should i say so funny or so noisy.....anyway, i believe things will get even worse on
feb when we going to pass out from the unit and separate to all over Singapore.....
people
alway have doubts in whatever stuffs....but i believe i have to doubt my doubts nowadays as i have too many doubts in too many stuffs in my life.....i will be putting in more trust in what everyone told me and not to doubt anyone anymore as i believe if you meant to lie to me, i have no control over it and i have clear
conscience that at least i didn't lie or doubt u at all.....so that it....=)
Saturday, January 10, 2009
11:55 AM