ok, still, congrats to my sister and brother-in-law.....hope they will be happily and still happily...haha....

i finally finished the book that i have been reading for the past 1 year plus.....decided to read all over it again unless i can find even better ones....towards the end of the book, i learned even more stuffs sia....it made me reflect about what i have been doing for the past few years or rather these 2 years....some points that i will always remember is that "if you really want other people to respect u, not only u should respect them, there are times that u should make some sacrifices to earn that respect...."

i do guilty on the way i treated some of my friends, don't really know we will be friends ever again in future but i know the past is past, whatever u have done is not gonna be erased even if u know the mistakes u have done, the only way is that u have to not to repeat the same mistakes on you future friends, treat them like u don't do in the past....

i have also learned that no one in this world is born to be useless at all....no one is to be called useless or even uglier words on them....cause i realise that everyone who are born on this world is being brought down here by GOD for a reason....they have their own talents that either been overshadowed by another or have not been found out yet....so please give everyone the respect they needed...i know that there are times for jokes, and of course that is for the fun, as long it is not over limited....jokes are supposed be there it supposed to be....

so try to look at another view of your "hated" figure....u may find that all will be different from what u really thought of....try it! u will understand what i'm trying to say.....to take everything easy is not to tell u not to care about anything but is to tell u that if u take everything too hard, u will not be happy most of the time as life is alway not so smooth for everyone....there will sure be really tough times for u, to take it easy, it make u less painful....=)