The much-awaited long break is here for me now, i've got about 2 weeks to spend outside the camp, which is about a year plus since i have this kinda of life. At first, i was kinda excited and planned lots of different things to do but in fact, the long break is not the kind that i've expected.

Maybe its been too long since i have this kinda of life, everything outside changed, no longer the kind that everyone is free after a morning lesson or simply not working at all during holidays. Suddenly, i realised that we are all ADULTS now.

We can no longer go back to the carefree life we had, laughter that is never-ending, stress-free from the money problems. We no longer depend on our parents, thus, it time for them to depend on us.

I guess by the time I'm out of the army life, greater reponsibilities will be lay on me, which mean the kind of life before i'm enlisted will be forever gone and not be back except the memories. I remember when i graduate last year, i did wrote about the times i had in poly, that is also the time that make me realise alot of stuffs and make alot of friends. I came from boys school, 11 years of boys school mean i didn't get to have lots of opposite sex friends, it is the time when i entered poly life that changed my life. Usual shy form infront of them, as i don't have the courage to talk to them, I don't deny I have never regretted to be in poly, not because of the opposite sex but because of their different angles of view that teaches me too much things. I guess they do make a big difference in my entire life with different kind of memories still stuck with me.

I guess the place that really make me into more independent should be the National Service. Life in army do have its ups and downs, i guess that is known to lots of guys, else there will not be so many elders saying NS is a training for boy to become a man. I've seen so many different people in different camps that i'm in, from so helpful guy with totally no anger at all to very selfish guy with very bad temper. I guess they all do a bit part in my life to become more independent, so they should all be thank upon.

I don't know i've changed into a guy who is more better or worse than before i'm enlisted, i only know that this path have really gave me a huge impact in my life even before i ORD. I've just read one of my campmates blog before i wrote this, he said the person he is before he enlist is the real person he should be in future. For me, i guess i need to be different from him coz the army do shape me into a guy who is not allow to be so simple to certain stuffs and people, i do not wish to be the kind of immature guy anymore.

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