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Happy Chinese New(Niu) Year...

Happy Chinese New Year...everyone....today is the first day, i believe is also the day where everyone will be the most happy on the Chinese New Year ba, no matter for every different individual reason.....

i'm here to post as i have finish the morning "bai nian"......i'm sure still, the morning "bai nian" is still the best time for my whole family to really gather together and talk,laugh and etc.....except that this time round, my eldest sister never appear at my ah ma house....also don't know why never appear and i never ask as well....still, i'm glad that she is still living in happiness....maybe u may think this is still the start of marriage but i can only can say, as long you know how to appreciate a day of happiness, there will be even more "a day" for you always.......

family problems are still my main concern point....it been years since i last visit my dad mother house....because of alot of conflict and problems in my younger days, we have totally lost contact until my sister wedding recently....just went to her house, it was kinda of weird....the talk will alway pause for a while and silent filled the room whenever a topic is finished.....maybe we really lost contact for too long, there is nothing really much to talk about anyway.....

5days of holidays really going to end soon, and tml will be back in camp at night....there is nothing really much i wish for, just hope the road for me will be much smoother when i walk it and hope can solve all the problems in a more better way than in the past....


Monday, January 26, 2009
3:42 PM


second last day of rat year...

today is saturday and also second last day of rat year....i begin to have the chinese new year mood that i said i don't have in the previous posts....yesterday was a half day for me, mean that i book out 11 plus yesterday...that is really rare for me to get home in the afternoon on friday, that is a great feeling....

anyway, my sister is now still in her honeymoon place, hope she can really have great fun with her husband....kind of feeling weird nowadays, it is like one sister is no longer staying with u anymore after 2o plus years together...maybe this is life, sooner or later, one will have to leave u...but at least if u know they are living well or going in peace, don't keep hang onto it.....so appreciate what u have now is the best thing i can say, and thank goodness, i appreciated....=)

this week i thought to myself and talk to some friends about whether to continue to study after army life....i am still in a dilemma....i don't whether to continue or not, money factors become the biggest factor for me or to most of us and also the GPA....i really not sure the decision to continue to study will be the best choice or not but i believe when the times come, the direction given by God will be best for me....

it should be a boring saturday for me today....not sure what to do later....and never thought of what to do later as well....


Saturday, January 24, 2009
2:15 PM


sister wedding summary..

yesterday was my sister big big day....a girl most biggest day other than giving birth to babies, i think.....and i am typing this post secretly....i guess everyone was very tired after the whole day yesterday, we woke up 4 plus something in the morning to get prepare for all the stuffs to "make fun" of the groom...it was until 7plus then they reach(because of traffic jam), the game start with her sisters telling the groom to do all sort of stuffs....it is really funny if u have saw the scene....

then he had to sing a song for my sister before he can enter my sister room....that is something different from the wedding i saw....after that, the groom and bride went to groom house for ceremony and then to my house....in the afternoon, it was the ROM time where both of them gave their pledge of love....and to the night was the dinner....

hard to type out "what had been done and what had been said " for the whole day but i know the video and pictures that was taken for the whole day tells everything....i hope i can get it(pictures i mean) and then show it to everyone here....

anyway, thanks GOD that nothing bad happened yesterday.....and hope that both of them will be happily married...=)


Wednesday, January 21, 2009
11:01 AM


an unusual book-out..

i am at home now....the first time i took leave from the saf to attend my sister wedding tml....can't believe time pass so fast that she is getting married tml...hope everything turn out well tml......

i am sleepy, but couldn't get to sleep now...of course not because i am nervous(also not my wedding) but then is that i am thinking alot of stuffs....so many stuffs that made felt so sickly this afternoon....only until i had a short nap in bus that cause me to recover from it....is it i should focus on stuffs that is important first before i start worry about other stuffs..??

i learnt...
i reflect....
and continue to learn...
and continue to reflect....

just wish to improve myself overall....or is it all is enough...i should stop all this and be the person i am now...???

u might ask...What are you actually thinking...???

i can only say too many stuffs in my mind, i got too stress up nowadays.....maybe i should really solve my problems now one by one....to clear off every single stuff first.....


Monday, January 19, 2009
11:17 PM


positive side...

going to book in soon....kind of used to it and can also say i'm kind of bored by this kinda of life.....rally hope when i get posted out again, the life won't be like this kind cause i know if it is like this kind again, i'm going to be like this for the next 2 years....hope it will be a good posting for me....

positive side..??

alot of people look on the negative side when they met with a problem or when they can't solve the problem no matter how much effort they put in.....i don't deny i am in this kind of situation before as well....but i know that if u look on the positive sid more, u will get to know even more and get even more and have less suffering...that is truth, do it and will know it....

there are things that is in my heart i felt will be a regret if i don't say it....there are things that i don't know why when it is reaching the point of highest peak and then it fall.....there are so many so many things to do and say....it is uneasy now, i don't know why....the uneasy feeling is so different....i have no solution...or is the only solution would be say it....i only can say, heartfelt words can be shown on actions.....only one will feel the words.....


Sunday, January 18, 2009
5:35 PM


chinese new year coming...

Chinese New Year is coming...it is next week, i should say it is so fast this year....it comes earlier than last year....but anyway, i think everyone should be prepare already ba....the new year this year is different new year for me, as i am celebrating my first new year in army and if nothing wrong, i have to be back to army on the 2nd night of new year which is something that i don't do for the past 21 years of my life....done some reading inside when i have the free time, telling me that if u feel that u are someone important as well, don't even look down on your ownself cause everyone have their own special point, just that other can find it or not.....i understand what it trying to say so i know what i should do....

sister wedding coming soon, finally bought something, hope the gift will be of use for her.....she will be leaving our house to stay in another, something that i still feel abi weird....maybe for the past 21 years of my life, my family of 6 alway live together, now someone have to leave us to another place, it is abit weird......

to me, today went to chinatown again to do some shopping as well....as i have wish to buy something from there to let my family try...ate a lot of different sampless....eat until i think my stomach can put a box of biscuit already.....anyway, hope everyone enjoy the walk down chinatown though i felt like this time, chinatown is like so different as i think it don't really have as much atmosphere as last year or any of the previous years.....

actually i hope to have something different this year....i don't know the "different" will come or not...just wait and see....



1:12 AM


a care for others...

another week passed again for the army days...finally met some indifferent people in there....people who will think for others as well even if it does not benefit himself.....they may not be the best of the best, the super enthusiastic people in lesson...at least they know that they suffer the things is better than letting others to suffer it....so impressed, so surprise and so shock to really see this kinda of people....they will care for another and help another even we know each other for less than a month.....can you believe it..??? i don't at first, but now, i believe it totally....really fortunate to know this kinda of people....so it is time for me to learn from them and improve myself even more and be more optimistic toward all stuffs.....=)

went out to chinatown last saturday to look and walk around, not many stalls are set up and atmosphere is still not really there yet....i believe this week and next week will be different ba....don't know will be going there again or not but hope atmosphere there will stay the same as last few years to at least let those who going there to feel it....=)

my sister wedding is coming, chinese new year is coming but still, i didn't felt the sense of urgency and sense of festive season....is it because i need to listen to more chinese new year songs(like what my sister said)...or just because in there, it will be too dry for me to really feel the whole thing as i come out on wednesday and weekend.....

the level that i stay in become even more scary nowadays, shaking of cupboard at night become even more louder and often....the on/off of corridor light become a stuff that alot of people are scared of now....should i say so funny or so noisy.....anyway, i believe things will get even worse on feb when we going to pass out from the unit and separate to all over Singapore.....

people alway have doubts in whatever stuffs....but i believe i have to doubt my doubts nowadays as i have too many doubts in too many stuffs in my life.....i will be putting in more trust in what everyone told me and not to doubt anyone anymore as i believe if you meant to lie to me, i have no control over it and i have clear conscience that at least i didn't lie or doubt u at all.....so that it....=)


Saturday, January 10, 2009
11:55 AM


first day of 2009

the first day of 2009, we send away the old 2008 and welcome the new and future 2009....different people have different wishes for the 2009, whether realistic or not, everyone hope for the best to happen....believe it, work hard, hope everyone get to realise it.....

lets talk about the "smiles" i was talking about yesterday....why do i emphasis on smiles so much yesterday, cause i found out something from the book in which the author get to meet Mother Teresa and asked "why she can still smile when she have seen so much suffering, so much poverty, so much dying and so much death..???"

know what she replied....

she said "all people need smiles cause smile bring joy to oneself and it is the best medicine for them and if you come to them with that, you really will make them feel happy and bring new life to them.."



and i feel it true, cause negative thinking kill first faith, then hope, then love, then joy....isn't it..??

so smile more will bring u ultimate thingy that you would not have expected....though there are alway times that you feel it will be hard to smile again, really cannot find any reason to smile....and yes, that is your thinking, cause in this world, there are so many things for you to smile about, not just one stuff that make u unable to smile....the joy in oneself is important....=)


Thursday, January 01, 2009
3:56 PM


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