101 days
Today is my grandmother's 101 days in sleep. Was thinking of writing this post yesterday, but was too tired to write after one whole day at the cemetery. I'm thinking if one's dead is not going to stop them from talking to their loved ones, i guess we would not be so sad, especially my grandfather, he seem the one who misses my grandma the most.
In fact, I still get see some idiotic people who show totally no respect to grandma(just like the time when they were attending grandma's wake). I know how to agrue with them if i'm given a chance but because of stupid tradition's rule, i'm not allowed. The world is becoming more and more different now as compared to the past, i guess i will not even keep in contact with them at all if i do really earn big bucks in future(even if i do not). It is "ugly" to say that, but that is life.
Today, my second sister is going to get married. I was thinking yesterday why they allowed me to wake up late. I got the answer today, i shall not comment too much here, I can only say the arrangement is because of their selfishness and supersitious-thinking. It will only make even more unhappy- not sad at all. If all of you think it is alright, then i'm going to tell everyone that "getting married" in future will be no-no stuff for me anymore, at least i do not give anymore hope and then disappointment.
i can say to you all===> THANK YOU hah! i will remember that...
Saturday, July 10, 2010
8:39 AM
