Time is ending soon..
The time for this chapter is coming to an end soon in about 6 days time for me. Nothing really for me to be excited at all. 2 years of national service- made me gain alot, lost alot too. Thought the end would be very excited, but i'm wrong in this aspect, it is not at all.
I don't fear to start another new chapter of my life but nothing seems to be opening for me at all. I got no direction at all now. I don't even know where i am heading as well. I've enough of all those negative feelings but nothing or no one is able to take it away from me. I don't feel happy at all even when i'm joking, smiling, laughing and etc. It seem like I'm moving all this alone, no one do understand what I acrually want.
I'm feeling very tired, very very tired. How i wish i will shut down everything for a few days or even re-boot all the data in my mind and restart everything afresh just like a normal computer do. I know i've got to find a way to shut from it, i will find it...
Thursday, September 09, 2010
10:42 PM