Double Eve...
Today is Chinese New Year and Valentine Day Eve, and tomorrow is the day that family and lover celebrate together and they coincided together. Both events will not be celebrated by me for different reasons, so i don't really feel anything at all for the festive season and season of love. But then, i don't really feel down at all coz its a long holidays.
Though i don't celebrate, i still tried to get some new clothes for the new year, in the end, i only found myself with one piece of shirt. I shall make use of the shirt then.
Camp has been normal, just a few addition of stupid rules to tie the NSF up but they don't realise something after so long, which make it so disappointing, they will only dampen the morale of them and anger them even more further. Though we can't do things much, but this make their life and ours worse too. They should really get to more groundwork and know more about us- NSF. Yesterday, went to a place where is so far from my home at the west, and yes, its west coast park. Somewhere to celebrate Chinese New Year with a run at such an early hour. Have to reach by 0715hrs in the morning, what make it worse is that the late-comers that day were informed of 3 extra weekend duties on that day. I can only feel sorry for those who are late, and i can say the run is crap, celebrating Chinese New Year there is crap, celebrating with the run is also crap and giving out such a harsh punishments to them is TOTALLY CRAP. So overall, nothing but CRAP for them.
Anyway, forget about that, its a New Year soon, hope to smile through the night and welcome the Tiger Year with a smile.
Alot of people got different thinking, recently, i found out that there is a certain someone i knew long ago is walking very closely with another GUY, he's a GUY too. So you will say, Gay only, what is the big fuss about? Nothing to fuss about, but just want to write it out, maybe some people may think they are just close friends but too many things make me do not think so anymore. That's a shock to know my friend whom i know for quite long to be that out of a sudden. Hope the Valentine Day tomorrow will be a good day for them. opps.=x
ok, talk about "you", in future, i will link u as "you". The kind of avoiding me from "you" is so obvious. In the past, i was thinking whether can we still be friends even if "you" don't like me, i told myself, it was very hard, and "you" seem alright with it. But then, i hope to be "your" friend only, but "you" shown the other way round. Though i can say i miss the rant "you" always do on me but the kind of avoiding me becomes a routine for "you". I guess we can meet up often even if we are just friends, i will not pester, i will not interfere, since "you" think that, i cannot change it and i don't want to change it as well, so take care then. Just want to ask something irreverent, did "you" went to chinatown this year, i didn't, i miss it. lol
Saturday, February 13, 2010
11:42 AM