quiter or not?
Was watching this show called "solitary" shown on ch5 every friday night. Heard from a friend that the show was shown in the past but did not get a good review/rating so they scrapped halfway through, as for why did they show again, i don't know but i think this show is really good. It test one's endurance, tolerance, determination, stamina and etc, physically and mentally. It just want to drain out the person to see whether he's/she's a quitter. I mean that's a really nice test on human beings to their limits. It made me reflected on those that i've quited easily because of whatever reasons, felt so ashamed man but luckily, i know it now.
Been spending too much recently, really need to tighten my purse strings this time round until the time when the money come rolling to me. Though i've spent quite a lot recently, ive realised that i've a more enriching life than those saving up time, maybe constant trips of town and elsewhere do make life more different. So overall, i'm still happy with the life now.
There are times when i'm so down till i don't wish to talk to anyone but i've realised if u are alone, u need to find something to do just to keep away all the stuffs that has been always bugging u. That's the only to help your own self. It's because Lord told me so. HE is the only who can give me the miracles i need.
I want add on something: though we had not been contacting each other forquite some times, i still hope to tell u that i'm still your friend no matter what. I treasured our friendship, i hope you do too after so many things had happened. Do hope u can see this and find me for a chat/ dinner or something, my friend.=)
Monday, March 28, 2011
7:05 PM
it's all about support.
It's been a disastrous week for Japan and China more than me(i thought). Only things we can do is pray for them and.. pray for them. Nothing much can we do for them except for praying, do hope the natural disaster will stop for them and give them more patience and strangth for the recovery.
For me, I'm hoping for a miracle. A miracle. I know Lord will help me if I believe in him and work hard for it. I know I the most positive energy to continue the run in my mind and body to continue so I do need my Father, my family and friends to help me in that. Really do apprecitae what have been given but I do need more support from all of them. Thank you.=)
Saturday, March 12, 2011
11:14 AM
what's over is really over..
So many regrets, so many problems, so many stuffs that a person needs to worry or settle every single day, in the end, what do we really get? More and more stuffs coming our way with energy getting lesser and lesser. No one understand, neither do I. Maybe that is what life is about, isn't it?
So many things and decisions I've made is wrong, regretted. There are no solutions to all these as well, all of them will go down with you on the day of your burial. I've said not to make anymore msitakes like these, but I guess I'm just a small living thing that is living in this earth.
It's over, really over. It is all OVER.
Monday, March 07, 2011
11:33 PM
effort+time doesn't mean results
Hi everyone, it's been a while since I've been writing here, I will really try to write whenever I'm free and make this place alive again. had been busy with so many stuffs recently, haven't been able to really rest my mind to forget about everything and just rest. I guess that will never be with me anymore.
There's a lot of stuffs that I've put in so much effort and time in it, nothing comes out, absolutely nothing. I need their help, they didn't even asked, they didn't even offered help. I don't blame them at all cause it is something that I forked out the time and effort voluntarily even I've expected the worse before I started, it is just that I didn't expect it to be so bad.
To be honest, I felt like the kind of talk I used to have with my Lord seems to be missing, the kind of directions that i used to have from HIM seems not coming my way. What should I do, Lord?
Saturday, March 05, 2011
1:41 AM